~MId OcToBeRiaN~

~HoW I GoT My HTC~

2010-03-16T11:33:00.006+08:00

I've been wanted to change my phone. My Sony Ericsson w580i was in total disaster...

I wrecked my head, tried to figure out which type of phone to buy. Initially I was thinking of a PDA phone. They said, a medical student will need a PDA phone, sooner or later... So, I've set my budget upto RM2000, nothing more than that.

So, I've considered most of the HTCs that have a little bit of cheeky design...

Like HTC Tattoo...

HTC Hero...

I did a survey on my Facebook status and most of my friends recommended iPhone 3gs

or nexus 1

Both are awesome phones, especially iPhone but both are far over my budget la friends! Huhu...

After doing research for few days, FuYew told me that android phones can't read ebooks yet... So, Tattoo, Hero, Nexus are all out of considerations... I've to start looking all over again... Have to look for Window Mobiles specifically this time, if I want a phone that can read ebooks.

Suddenly, I got a brilliant idea out of the blue, why don't I buy an iPod Touch (RM780) and a basic phone with some cheeky designs (less than RM1000)! It will still within my budget!

So, I started searching for basic phones, few models had caught my eyes...

First of all, LG Lollipop!!!

I was totally crazy about this phone! I've got a thing with flip phone, I always think they're sexy and very feminine. I wanted it so much that I nearly bought it the next day! (RM800)

Samsung Corby!!!

I've seen this phone in the Korean Series "You're Beautiful", and it's really catchy! There were advertisement on Corby series all over the shopping malls. Really very tempting! (RM600)

But in the end, I didn't buy any of the basic phones, because what my brother and FuYew said were quite correct. What for spending RM800 to buy a phone that has similar function with my old phone? I should go for a phone with higher spec. So, with a very heavy heart, I bid goodbye to my dear Lollipop and Corby...

After that, I went into a PDA shop, asked the guy for some good recommendations based on what I required and my budget. He recommended some Acer PDA.

One thing about Acer's PDA is that, they have really big screen! Kind of bulky to me. By the way, I'm not very confident in Acer phone, because I don't have any friends using it.

Then, he recommended HTC Touch 2, which got all the specs I need.

1) Can read Ebooks
2) WiFi
3) 3.15mp camera
4) Call and messages
5) Within my budget

Since I don't need 3G and GPS, so he recommended me HTC Touch 2 Special Version, which is RM500 cheaper and it's silver in colour! Hehe!

But he sells the phone in a higher price compare to the other shops, so, after thanking him for the information, I went to the HTC retail shop (exactly beside the PDA shop) to survey the price. (Feel kind of guilty to the guy, he really did help me a lot!)

After one week of careful considerations, I've decided to settle for the HTC Touch 2 Special Version. I went back to the HTC retail shop, got it for exactly RM1000 (phone + 8gb memory card)! And voila! My first PDA and my very own HTC!

~ThE ReTuRn Of Me~

2010-03-09T14:59:00.007+08:00

This blog is a bit out of date, but I still feel that I should make an entry of me leaving India for good!

On 12th February 2010, right after finishing our Comprehensive Examination, we packed our stuff and begin the journey back home.

Everything started off well. Minn Yin, Saou Saou and me took a taxi from Manipal to Mangalore Airport. From there, we boarded Kingfisher Airlines and flew to Bangalore. We "camped" at Bangalore International Airport for 6 hours to wait for THE flight of the day that will fly us back to our home.

That's when the disaster happened. Very unfortunately, MAS charged me for extra baggage weight. It was a long story, to make it short, I've to pay for almost RM300 in order to bring everything back to Malaysia. T.T

We're going back to Penang!! Haha!!

In the end, we reached home safely on the day of reunion dinner!!! Yeay!! :)

~CoUnTdOwNiNg~

2010-01-23T01:28:00.004+08:00

Semester 5 is really a honeymoon semester!! Time has past real fast this semester. Everyday is about posting, TVB dramas, Taiwanese dramas, Korean dramas and Japanese dramas!! Haha! In fact, I just finished another drama - Buzzer Beat!

It was awesome!! Made my heart beats irregularly all the time! Lol! Three words to summarized this drama - BASKETBALL, MUSIC & ROMANCE. It's a bit typical though, but still, these kind of dramas never fail to make my heart melts! Haha! I found that the clips showed in the opening song is more breathtaking and exciting than what was showed in the drama itself. Haha.
Introducing the main actor...

Yamashita Tomohisa as Kamiya Naoki. He's such a sweetheart, right? Haha!

I give this drama a rating of 9/10!

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On the side note, I'm going to leave Manipal for good very soon!! Before going back, there are a lot of things that I have to settle first. Packing the boxes is one of my main agenda now. I MUST finish packing all the boxes by the end of next week!! Deep inside, I still feel a little bit sad of leaving this place. In fact, this is the place that mark the beginning of my transformation into a future doctor, this is the place that I can own and ride a scooter, this is a place where I can simply get everything by delivery, this is a place where I met the love of my life. I'm so glad that our 1.5 year separation is going to end soon!!! I just can't hold the excitement inside my chest anymore!! I'M COMING BACK, DEAR!!!!!! Hehe! I've got just one thing to say at the end of the day.

:)

p/s: 21 days and countdowning...

~2010~

2010-01-02T22:50:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!!! It's the second day of another brand new year. Before making my new year resolutions, I would like to recall the resolutions I've made last year and see whether I've kept my words.

Let's have a look of what resolutions I had last year...

~WeLcOmE 2009!!~
It's 2009! And this year, my new year resolutions are:

1. Treat Fu Yew better (by reducing my lao kai frequency).
2. Gain weight! My target is 55kg (Only then my BMI will reach 20).
3. Pass 2nd year MBBS.
4. Be a filial daughter (by calling back home more often).
5. Save more money! ($.$)

Okay, that's all I can think of at this particular moment. Wish everyone out there a prosperous and happy new year!!! ^.^

1. Hurmm... I think I still can treat Fu Yew better...
2. Gain weight?? Nope... I'm only 49kg now... sob sob...
3. Yes!! I've passed my 2nd year MBBS!!!
4. Be a filial daughter? Hurmm... I haven't change much I think. I still very seldom call back home... Sorry papa mama! Huhu..
5. I think I'm still a big spender...

So, I only achieved one out of the five resolutions!!! Lesson of the year, don't make too many resolutions! Haha!

Now, here are my resolutions for the year 2010:
1. Stay happy with Fu Yew, my family and my friends!
2. Gossip lesser.
3. Make study a habit by reading constantly.

Hopefully I will make it this time! Gambateh!!! Hee.

P/S: Happy birthday to my beloved second brother, Daniel!! Although I know you never read my blog, but I still hope that you'll receive my blessings on this special day. Love ya!! Muahh!! :)

~It'S ChRiStMaS TiMe~

2009-12-27T19:41:00.006+08:00

HoHoHo!! It was that time of the year again!! One of the festive season that almost everyone around the globe is celebrating. This was my last Christmas in India... I'm glad that I had a great time.

On Christmas Eve, I went to Christ church for a Christmas mass. I missed this year's caroling organized by our very own MMMC students. So, listening to the carols before the mass started really brighten my night. :) After the mass, I went back home, and welcome Christmas day by counting down with my fellow sweet hearts. In fact, all of us were so into the movie showing in the TV that we nearly missed the countdown. Haha. My sweet housematoes even prepared a special X'mas gift for me!! I felt so touched upon receiving the gift! Thanks girls, you all are awesome!! Muahh!! Love you girls!!! :)

Thanks to Nad, Anis and Izzati!!! I like the specially made clock and card a lot!!! :) Thanks to Lyvia, we played some crazy card games until it's nearly dawn only we went to bed. Haha.

On Christmas day itself, we had a Christmas party at Premiere Residency. There were awesome food and great people.

Lepak-ing at Lyvi and Minn Minn's place.

This was the best X'mas Cake I've ever seen!! Thanks to Miya, our very own Cakehouse owner! Haha!

But sadly, my tummy didn't feel very well that night, so I didn't have a piece of it. Sob... Sob...

Sweethearts... :)

Oh! Last but not least, we musn't forget about the "secret santa" game. Before the party, each of us has to prepare a present for the person which was assigned to us by the organiser. Guess what I got from my secret santa? Jeng jeng jeng jeng!!

Yeah! A globe!! Why my face looked like that? It doesn't mean that I don't like the present, but I found it rather funny and coincidence that, 2 years back, I also got a globe from a Christmas party!!! (I think it was from Patrick Lee at Perry's party that time). LOL!!

Say hi to your dad, little globe!

Merry Christmas everyone!! HoHoHo! :)

~UpDaTeSs~

2009-12-09T02:11:00.007+08:00

Hello peeps! I'm back! Has been quite busy and lazy for the past 6 weeks. In fact, I've finished 2 postings after my last post – Psychiatry and Obstetrics & Gynaecology (OBG). Besides that, there were a lot of things going on at the same time. For instance, the annual Interbatch Sports Competition has started.
Basketball

Volleyball

Lyvia was absent in this photo.
A special side note to my volleyball teammates,

You guys were great!! Thanks for being part of the team and sorry if I ter-shouted at you guys k? MUAHHH!!! LOVE YOU GIRLS! :)

Being a supporter...

In between the Interbatch matches, there was Intercollege Volleyball Tournament too. *sweat*

We only manage to grab 2nd place, we lost in the final to KMC Mangalore. Although it was a bit dissapointing since it's my last intercollege, but at least we gave our best, right?

Director General of Health, Tan Sri Dato' Seri Dr Ismail Merican paid us a visit too. But I didn't manage to take a photo with him, just did some camwhoring among ourselves. Haha!

We also had our Annual Day last Friday, and Legenda + Food Fest last Saturday. Why are we having all these events back to back? It's all because of the visit of the high commissioner Datuk Tan Seng Sung. ... ...

Closed up...

My Batch B sweethearts!

Housematoes + Ain + Aishah

With Minn Yin, Phei Woon & Saou Saou.

Food Fest + Legenda. So happy and excited and surprised to meet the girls!!

What's coming up next? There's a badminton match tomorrow, basketball match this Friday and the most important event of the year which falls on this Saturday!! What is it? Shhhh! Secret. I'm so looking forward to it!! ^.^

I would like to take this opportunity to say sorry to my beloved boyfriend, sorry for not being able to accompany you during some of the evenings when I had match and this and that. Please bear with me k my darling? All of these going to end soon and I'll be going back for good very very soon too! Thanks for your supports! Muahh! A kiss for my dear! Hee. Smile for me, can? :)

~ThE EXoRcISm~

2009-11-01T00:03:00.005+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a girl named Esther. She was very cheerful and talkative.

One day, she was talking happily with her classmates...

Suddenly she stopped!

And smirked on her own...

All of a sudden, she looked up with her eyes wide opened!

And laughed so loud that she made all the people around her jumped up!

*Hezry: "Oh my god! She scares the s*** out of me!!"*

*Lau: "Oh no!! She has been possessed!!"*

All the other classmates were shocked too! But they kept their cool and quickly formed an exorcist team...

...consists of Fatin the Water, Kelvin the Fire, Ken the Earth, Praba the Wood and Josepha the Metal!

However, they are still amateurs in this field, so the exorcism was supervised by 3 Elders.

"Healing is our profession!"

With the power of the Five Elements, they successfully forced the spirit out of Esther's body.

And this was what they saw...

It was Dhamarah the naughty little spirit that has been messing around with Esther! But since the exorcists were very kind, they decided not to destroy the naughty little spirit. To show her appreciation, Dhamarah promised to be more obedient after this.

-THE END-

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Ok, I know it's a very lame story. But it's just for fun, hope you guys enjoyed it! Hee! Special thanks to all the casts and crews. Hope you guys don't mind me using your names and photos. If anyone feel offended, please do tell me, and I'm very sorry about it. Peace! ^.^

~MeDiCiNe PoSTiNg~

2009-10-28T01:29:00.003+08:00

I'm back!!! Hee. I know I've been away from blogging for almost 1 month! Since I've finished my first posting today, so I think it's time to get back to the keyboard again.

What have happened to me after I came back from my holiday? Clinical years have started. A whole new chapter of my medic life has begun! A more challenging chapter of course.

Upon receiving my 5th semester schedule, I was excited, because I'll be spending Chinese New Year in Malaysia next year!! First day of CNY falls on 14th Feb, and my holiday commences on 13th Feb!! WoooHoooo! I'll be getting my angpow for sure this time! Wakakakakaz! (and maybe V-day with my love one too. ^.^)

Starting from our batch, they've made some minor changes in the posting schedule. 3 of the postings will be conducted in Karkala, 3 in Manipal, and during Friday and Saturday, some of the postings will be held in the Udupi Government Hospital or TMA Pai Udupi. For all those seniors that only had one posting in Karkala, LUCKY YOU!!! ENVY!!! Huhu... The super bumpy bus ride on the extremely narrow road for 40 minutes is killing me!! I fell unconscious on my bed right after I reach home from my first day of posting in Karkala. @_@ But luckily, I'm starting to get used to it. Hee.

My first posting was Medicine, in Karkala. We were proud to have Dr. Shashikiran - the fartherly one, Dr. Joydeep - the charming one, and Dr. Kushaal - the strict one, as our lecturers. They never really scolded us. Lucky us. Haha. But I guess we'll be having a real good dose of those when we're back in Melaka next semester... Don't care so much la, just enjoy whatever we have now! Hee!

I've learned a lot of things during this posting. I've even learned some basic Kannada (the local Indian language), in order to communicate with the patients. It's not easy though... We know how to ask a question, but when they answer, we were only able to shake our heads like what they usually do. *sweat* -.-|||

There are so much to tell, maybe I'll continue next time. Will upload some photos soon. ^.^

p/s: Psychiatry posting commences tomorrow!!! Aja!!

~LaNg TeNgAh~

2009-09-13T13:39:00.012+08:00

Get ready people, this is going to be another long holiday trip post! Hehe!

First of all, let me make a short introduction of Lang Tengah Island. It's an island located in between Redang Island and Perhentian Island.

As you can see, it's a very small island. It's a quiet, peaceful and less commercialised compare to Redang and Perhentian. It was so quiet that in fact Fu Yew and I were the only 2 customers the resort had during our 3 days 2 nights stay at Lang Tengah. And of course, we got the hotel room with the best view! Haha!

All we did during our stays were scuba diving, sleeping, eating (buffet specially for both of us! Haha!), chatting with the diving instructors and of course, cam whoring! Actually, there were other activities like canoeing, jungle trekking etc. But we were so exhausted everytime after scuba diving, so we decided to just chill out for most of the time. Hee.

It's that time again, pictures speak better than words, so just let the photos lead us as I tell my story.
We took a bus from Seremban to Kuala Terengganu.

It was a tiring journey. We departed at 8.30pm from Seremban and reach Kuala Terengganu at 7am the next day. Travelled by plane was faster and not so tiring.
Then, Pak Mansor from the resort drove us from the bus station to Merang Jetty, where we took the speedboat to the island. The journey took around 45 minutes.

After a tiring overnight journey on the bus, a good rest was all we needed to recharge ourselves before we dived into the water.

Since we got our licenses last year, we didn't go for any dive trips. So, the dive instructor arranged a shore dive for us to get familiar with scuba diving again. I was quite nervous at first, and found it hard to equalize my ears. But luckily, things went quite well after that. We enjoyed our first dive. But I was still struggling to get a hold on my buoyancy control. *sweat*

The next day, we woke up early in the morning and had our buffet breakfast. We did some camwhoring after our breakfast while waiting for our first boat dive around the island.
Lang Sari Resort. The accommodation and food were OK for me, as I didn't have high expectations.

Hand in hand, we had a walk on the beach. Only both of us on the beach. It felt like we were walking on our own private beach. I couldn't ask for more. :)

Dive center of Lang Sari Resort - Scuba Amigo, ran by William, Uncle Sam and their helper - Wan. Those diving gears hanging on the left side of the photo were borrowed from Fu Yew's uncle. I'm really grateful for his help as it save us a lot of money from renting the gears. Thank you uncle! ^.^

Off we go for our first boat dive! Yeay!

I think he looked quite man in a diving suit. Hehe.

Hello from under the sea! Hee.

There were incredibly lots of fish around the island.

Two big bat fish. I named the bigger one Fu Yew, the smaller one Esther. Keke.

Pipe fish. Very small in size, about the length of my little finger.

Unlike in Redang Island, this time we concentrated more on smaller organisms. It was amazing to discover all these small aquatic creatures.
We were supposed to have 3 boat dives on the 2nd day, but due to low tide, the boat was stucked on the shore and we had to postpone our last dive to the next day. Since we were already in our suits, we decided to do some snorkeling. The tide was extremely low, some soft corals were even visible when we walked on the shore. We found Nemo's family.

We just sat on the rock beside the coral and enjoy the beauty of it. There were papa Nemo, mama Nemo and little baby Nemo, a family of three, how cute! Then we took a swim at the deeper area, it was really fun.

During our last dive, when we descent, there were a big school of barracuda surrounding us. It was awesome!!!

When we were busy looking for interesting aquatic animals, suddenly I saw a fish swimming beside me, and it was getting nearer and nearer. I was scared, I quickly swam towards Fu Yew, holding his hand. Fu Yew managed to snap a picture of the fish.

It do look scary right? The teeth were so threatening. Haha.

The diving experience was fun but the visibility was not that good. According to William the visibility was better 2 weeks back. We wanted to see a turtle, but our luck were not that good. Haih... Nevermind, I know we'll have the chance in the future. ^.^

Thank you Wan for taking picture of both of us diving. It was a special moment. Hee.

Introducing our dive instructors. Uncle Sam.

William and Wan.

They were very funny and friendly. They made our experience more memorable. Thank you guys!

After that, we headed back to the mainland, rent a hotel room to wait for our bus which departed at night. We had our meals at the China Town, as most of the restaurants (even KFC and Pizza Hut) were closed due to the bulan puasa.

Overall, I enjoyed the trip a lot. I wish to have more of similar trips in the future. Spending my holiday time with my dear is the best enjoyment in life! Hee.

Lang Tengah's rating:
Beach: ****
Diving: ***
Food: **
Accommodation: ***
Entertainment: *

To view more photos of my trip, you can visit my Facebook album.

~StRaIgHt~

2009-09-11T13:55:00.003+08:00

After having curls for almost 2 years, I've decided to do something different to my hair. Furthermore, I was quite lazy to maintain the curls. I was thinking of either long straight hair or short hair (which is kind of trendy lately). But I know my hair look quite ugly during my 5 years of studies in CLB, so I made the decision to rebond my hair! I was so nervous throughout the whole process, I've always afraid to make changes in my life. The end result was like this:

So, how was it? Not that bad right? Some said, at last, I look like my age now (they said the curls were too aunty for me. *sweat*) But I don't really like my fringe, so I usually will clip them up when I go out, showing off my big forehead. Haha.

Oh, by the way, this new look cost me around RM400 (rebond + treatment). The hairdresser said this new hair will last me for years, so should be worth it, right? Right? (Please say yes to make my heart feel better. Please.)^.^

Next up: ~LaNg TeNgAh~

~HoLiDaY AgAiN~

2009-09-02T22:40:00.003+08:00

It's that time of the year again, when I can throw away all my medic books and enjoy all the time I have to the fullest!!! Hehe!

I know there'll be a lot of exciting activities lying ahead for me. But little did I expect to experience one so soon right after I landed my foot on my homeground. When I stepped out of the arrival hall, there he is, holding a bouquet of roses with the most charming yet embarassing smile carved on his face! Oh, my heart melted at the exact moment I saw him! I made three steps into two, and threw myself into his arms! I've wanted for this hug for way too long!! I missed him so much!!! It must took a lot of courage for him to stand in front of so many people, holding a bouquet in his hand! Thank you dear for doing all these things for me, I was so thrilled and happy and so touched when I saw you yesterday!! No words can describe my feeling at that time! I love you!! Hee!!

After spending few precious hours in LCCT with Fu Yew, then it's time to hop on another plane to be with my family. It always feel comfortable to be back at home. Woke up this morning, breakfast was already set up on the table for me! Mom cooked my favourite lotus root soup and tempura fish for lunch! Yum yum!! I really hope that I can gain some weight during this holiday. Hee.

I bet there'll be more to come for this holiday! I'll post them up whenever I got the time la. For the moment, happy holidays to all my friends!! Cheers~

Coming up next: ~StRaIgHt~

~PrE-UniVeRsItY ExAm StReSs SyNdRoMe~

2009-07-30T00:58:00.002+08:00

ARRRRRGHHHHHH!!! I just need a place to scream my heart out... I just realised that things I studied yesterday, I can't recall them at all today! I think everybody is having the same feeling as I am having right now ---> STRESS!! Haih... Study every day and night is just too tiring. I really miss the shoulder I cried on last year at this crucial moment. Sob... Sob... I forgot how many time I broke down into tears last year, but so far the record for this year is still 0. Maybe I was more fragile in front of you. I just wish I can be stronger mentally and physically right now.

It's just too frustrating to realise that most of the thing I've studied actually didn't register into my brain yet. How many times do I need to read the same thing again and again so that it can stick into my brain cells??? As I'm so short of time now, I don't have the time to study them again!!! All the drug names are confusing me!!! SDLs, ILs, I'm just going to skip them all!!! Huhu... Dear, I miss you so much!!!

Ok, stop whining, back to study... Wish me luck everyone...

~RIP YaSMiN AhMaD~

2009-07-27T21:57:00.005+08:00

Today is a solemn day, as Malaysia has lost one of the most talented film director. Little I've known about her till the day she got hit by stroke and collapse. She looked very motherly to me. Upon reading the news, only then I knew that she was the director of the famous "Sepet".

After receiving the news of her death yesterday, I went to search online to know more about her, one of the most memorable director the Malaysian film industry could've had. It was a shame that I only came to know about her and all her great works after she had laid in peace. She was the one behind the scenes of all those advertisements that stole my tears away and carved a smile on my face. Nobody will portrait Malaysia multiracial culture better than her. It really make my heart ache when I think of her absence in the film industry after this.

The funny and cute "Love Story of Tan Hong Ming", the "Funeral" which everyone was talking about in the Facebook for sometime back and many many more of those festive season's advertisement were the great works of her. I definitely going to catch up all the films directed by her after "Mukhsin", for example

"Muallaf"

and "Talentime".

I hope that Yasmin and her works will be remembered forever. Rest in peace Yasmin.

~RaInInG SeAsOn In MaNiPaL~

2009-07-19T14:29:00.002+08:00

I kind of like the raining season in Manipal, given that I have no classes and no need to go out of the house.

Reasons why I like the raining season so much:
1) It's cool and cozy inside the house!
2) It makes me euphoric for no reasons.
3) With just a simple phone call, I can get my hot, nice food sent right up to my doorstep. (I'm gonna miss this service when I go back to M'sia)
4) It makes my bed looks cozier than usual. ZzzZzzz...
5) A bowl of hot Maggi for supper/teatime has never been so satisfying.
Actually, it's all about eat and sleep during this season. Heh Heh...

The downside of it only happens when I have to step out of the house and do some chores. The rain never gives any warning or time to get myself prepared for it. It just hit my face hard and cold without any sympathy when I'm riding my scooter. Sometimes I can't even open my eyes. Now I've learned my lessons, I'll take the auto whenever I'm going out. Although it's a bit expensive... Haih... Oh one more! There's no seafood available during raining season... Huhu...

Whatever it is, I still prefer the raining season over the hot and dry season in Manipal! Hee.

~My AnGeL~

2009-07-03T14:10:00.003+08:00

It felt like I've fallen in love all over again when I saw this photo yesterday.

Isn't he an angel??? Awww... I really wish that I can meet him now! Hopefully with all these loves, he won't get spoiled in the future. Hee. I miss you, Brandon!! ^.^

~I'm SoRrY~

2009-06-24T16:14:00.002+08:00

I would like to apologize to everyone in Manipal. I'm sorry! I'm sorry because my scooter is emitting a lot of white, choking smoke. I feel deadly guilty everytime I saw the pedestrians have to close their mouth and nose with their hands whenever I rode pass them. I'm so sorry!

I've asked the mechanic to solve the problem for me, but he said it's a very old scooter, the engine is not that good already, there's nothing he can do for me. The 'smoking' problem became worse after I changed my engine oil. So, people, please bear with it and forgive me... Peace! ^.^

~It'S OvEr!!!~

2009-05-30T18:33:00.003+08:00

Block 3 is over!!! O-V-E-R,OVER!!! Yes!!! Don't know why, this block seems like super exhausting, especially the examinations, feel so stress, just like sitting for University Examination! Now, I'm so glad it's over. Although I know there are still more challenging exams lining up for me after this...

Nothing much to blog about actually, just how relieved I am after I finish my Pharmac practical paper this afternoon and one funny incident that happened to me during the Pharmac pract exam...

I think not many of you will understand this story, well, I'll try my best. Okay now, you know right, pharmac practical got 10 stations, 2 of them are clinical skills. My 8th station is to perform intramuscular injection, which is like so easy right? Maybe due to the torturing effect of the questions in the previous stations, I appeared a little bit blur when performing the skill. You know how the mennequin looks like right? One side of the buttocks don't have skin one (got a piece of red plastic gluteus maximus inside), and another side is the 'normal' buttock with skin where we should perform the IM injection. Now, here's the story:

Me: First, I take the consent, explain the procedure and reassure the patient.

Dr. Yeshwanth: *nod nod*

Me: Then I wash my hands, dry them and wear gloves.

Dr. Yeshwanth: *nod nod nod*

Me: Now I select the site of injection which is the upper outer quadrant of the gluteus maximus to avoid injury to sciatic nerve.

Dr. Yeshwanth: *nod nod nod nod*

Me: After that I disinfect the skin. *Pour alcohol on cotton and rub on the buttocks*

Dr. Yeshwanth: *Eyes widened* Wait!

Me: *Eyes more widened*

Dr. Yeshwanth: You shouldn't disinfect this side, no?

Me: *Blur*

Dr. Yeshwanth: You should disinfect the skin on the other side, not on the muscle.

Me: *GASP!!!* OOOPSSS!!! I'm sorry sir, I'm so sorry... Ya ya, I disinfect this side...

Then the disastrous practical exam continued...

Oh my god, I can't believe I made such a huge mistake!! I was really thinking of injecting on that red-plastic looking muscle!! *Mental slap on the face* So stupid right?? Haih...

~HaPpY MoThEr'S DaY~

2009-05-11T02:00:00.003+08:00

(Bro, please open this article for mom to read, thx！ ^.^)

致亲爱的妈妈，林美金：

亲爱的妈妈，祝你母亲节快乐哦！对不起，今年没能寄母亲节卡给您，所以特地在此献上祝福，希望您能见笑。感觉上已经有好多年没帮您庆祝母亲节了，真的很抱歉。

您的不孝女，我，总是爱与您吵嘴，每件小事都要和您吵个没完没了才甘愿。我的好胜心、我的自大，相信也伤了您的心不少次了吧？每次我总是会在心里责怪您为何您无法了解我的想法、接受我的意见？越想越不忿，结果就跟你吵得更厉害。吵完后，心里还是很不开心，气上心头，哭了，但还是会觉得自己很不孝。心想，我对其他人的容忍量还算可以，为什么对着自己的妈妈却会这么容易动气呢？为什么我就不能用甜言蜜语来哄我妈开心呢？我总是要您理解我的想法，而我为什么不能试着去了解您呢？对不起哦妈妈，我答应您从此以后会尽量控制自己的脾气，其实我已经在努力着了，您有感受到吗？

每次听到 “树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在” 这句话，心里都很寒，喉咙都卡住了。我真的很希望以后能够好好的孝顺老人家您，因为我知道我已经浪费太多时间与您吵嘴了。就像富耀所说的那样，您一直以来受的苦真的太多了，您为这头家、为我们三个付出的一切实在太多了。妈，虽然我们都没说出口，其实我们都很感激您为我们的牺牲。答应您，以后我一定会尽我所能，好好的照顾您，让您有好日子过，不会再让您受苦了！所以，您也要好好照顾自己的身体哦！等我毕业后，赚钱给您花！我爱您，妈妈！

女
廖天妮上

~CuTe FaCeS~

2009-05-02T20:36:00.005+08:00

I miss my nephew, Brandon Leow. Wonder how's he now, has he learn to turn his body already? Can he sit up on his own? Has he learn how to talk? Awwww... Imagining his cute face does make me smile. I just wish I can pinch his cute little face now! Hee. Presenting here few pictures I stole from his dad's handphone during the holiday last month.

Awwwwwww... Come come, let aunty help you to wipe off your saliva. Hehe.

"I'm the big boss!"

"What are you doing, dad? I'm drinking water la..."

Here's the baby of mine, which I miss him every single moment! Miss him until every single cell in my body got his face on their cell walls! Keke.
Doesn't he look cute and innocent?? That's my baby! Heeee.

Even his pseudo-angry face makes me laugh too! Rofl! *Pinchhhhhhhh!!*

What I want to say is, I miss you badly, my dear... I love you!!

Must take good care of yourself when I'm not at your side oh! I'll be back in no time!!! ^.^

~MiSsInG In AcTiOn~

2009-04-30T02:57:00.003+08:00

Today, after doing aerobic with Saou Saou at her apartment (Premiere Residency), I was shocked to see this when I want to head back home.

The front tire of my scooter was GONE!!! I was in horror man... Who the hell so bold, stealing my tire under broad daylight! I was furious... I nearly shouted at the guard when I asked him about my tire whereabout. The poor old man told me that there's a mechanic came and took my tire away, saying that it's pancit.

What???!! Since when it's pancit and I don't know? And how could he simply take my tire away without letting me know?? After some time, the mystery was solved.

Eventually, the mechanic came back to Premiere Residency with my tire in his hand. He got the wrong scooter!!! Seems like someone else has called the mechanic because that someone else's scooter is pancit, not mine. But coincidently, there's a small nail in my front tire too. So, that's why the mechanic thought he got the correct scooter. No wonder my tire always out of air so easily la. Haha.

After he fixed my tire, I found that the bearing was out, and my front brake is not working. So I have to make a trip to the mechanic shop to get them all straighten out. Haih... Luckily I was not in the mood of scolding people. Maybe because I found this incidence quite funny. Hehe.

In the end, I got my tire fixed, changed a new bearing and fixed the front brake too. All this cost me Rs100. What a day... -_-|||

~GeT WeLL SoOn~

2009-04-24T23:18:00.002+08:00

I feel very down for the past few days. Something bad had happened. Fu Yew's dad, Uncle Sam had involved in an accident and is now admitted into the Seremban GH. There's nothing much I can do to help out the situation, I can just send my concerns over the telephone line, hope that some words of caring and encouragement can make Fu Yew and his family feel a little bit better. They must be having a tough time. I actually do feel guilty that I'm not able to be there by Fu Yew's side when he needed me the most. The Uncle Sam I know is a tough man. He has gone through so many obstacles in life and I believe that he will recover very soon! Let's all together pray hard that Uncle Sam will have a speedy recovery! ^.^

P/s: My dear must be strong and take care of yourself too oh!

~HatYaI 09~

2009-03-28T15:21:00.011+08:00

During my last week of holiday, I went to Hatyai, Thailand with Fu Yew's family. It was my first time setting my foot on another foreign land other than India. As usual, I was totally excited about it! Haha.

Fu Yew's parents are expert in Hatyai, I think they have went there numerous times. We drove there, together with Fu Yew's uncle and aunty. His dad can consider as the best tourist guide and his mom is the best shopping leader. Haha.

Day 1 (16.03.09, Monday)
Once we crossed the Thai border, it was already noon time. His dad brought us to this very nice restaurant near there - The Water View Restaurant. The surrounding was so relaxing and comforting. Definitely the perfect place to rest our feet after the long travel. The restaurant was built around a lake, and the restaurant was surrounded by beautiful plants and decoration.

Fu Yew's dad (left) and Fu Yew's uncle (right). They are wine lovers. Hee.

In the garden of Water View.

He's my man! Haha.

This is how they serve our food. Unique right? Haha.

They served the best tom yam ever! It's so sour and spicy! All thumbs up!!! Hehe.

A very special prawn dish. Yummylicious!

Actually, there were several other super nice dishes too, but my fingers were busy digging food into my mouth, so didn't have the chance to take photos. Haha.

After lunch, Uncle Sam (Fu Yew's dad) brought us to a street that's full of nurseries at the roadside. They have varieties of beautiful flowers and flower pots, and they are all very cheap compare to the price in Malaysia!
Orchid gazing. Hee.

Fu Yew refused to take picture with the flowers, he said it's very "pondan" doing so. Haha. So, I secretly snapped this photo of him. Wakakakaz. Sorry dear! Heee...

A very special heart-shaped plant.

Day 2 (17.03.09, Tuesday)
We woke up very early in the morning, because there was a very important agenda that day --- SHOPPING a.k.a. 血拼! Haha. Fu Yew's mom was our shopping guide. She's expert in this. But before we start our project, we have to recharge our energy first. No energy, how to shop?? We had our breakfast at a market nearby. Fu Yew brought us to eat this special "yao char kuai".

They were shorter than those found in Malaysia, and they were butterfly-shaped! So cute and tasty! It was best eaten when it's still hot and dip with "kaya". Yum yum. The stall was always fulled with customers.

After we got our energy, we headed straight to the bazaar. It was supposed to be a girls' day out, but since I was a first timer, so my beloved boyfriend sacrificed his sleeping time and became my walking troley. Teeeheee... Tell me, how can I not love him more? Hehe.
Our first prey ---> SHOES!!!

The place was so huge, we didn't even have the time to visit every stall.

Believe me, Hatyai was the best shopping place I've ever been to. The things there were so cheap and it's not outdated at all. Of course, the quality won't be that good. But who cares? It still worth each and every penny. At least I'm happy with it. Hee.
Eventually, we didn't have the energy to walk back to our hotel, so we took a tut-tut back. It's also my first time! Hee.

Harvest of the day! But not all are mine, half of them belong to Fu Yew's mom. Hee.

These are mine. Kawaii ne?

Of course, we didn't only shop for shoes, blouses and backpack were our target too!

Believe it or not, all these shopping didn't even cost me more than RM200!

After that, Uncle Sam brought us to a small hill in the Hatyai Municipal Park to have our lunch.

They served delicious Thai food too. No doubt, my stomach also enjoy to it's fullest during this trip. Burrppp!

After lunch, it's time to have a walk around the park. Our first stop, the "Four Faces Buddha". The golden elephants surrounding the statue shone so brightly under the sun, it blinded my eyes...

Here, a lot of people burned fireworks and tied the red ribbon on the wishing tree for good luck in whatever they pray for.

Hsien trying to hang his wish on the wishing tree. Let's wish him good luck in his PMR! Jia you!!! ^.^

Next, we moved higher up to visit the huge golden statue of Buddha.

It was very windy and the scenery was superb! I just like the feeling of hanging around there. So relaxing. So refreshing. So nice! Even Fu Yew who is camera shy also couldn't help himself from asking his bro to help us snap some pictures. Haha.
The windy style.

The squatting style.

The bollywood style. LOL.

Then, we visited the Kuan Yin Statue. It always amazed me to look at all these super huge and lifelike statues.

Fu Yew and Hsien walking into the dragon mouth!

No worries, it's just an entrance to a garden where the Smiling Buddha, Jade Emperor and 12 Zodiac animals were situated.
Introducing, Rabbit Nee!!! Haha.

Day 3 (18.03.09, Tuesday)
On the last day of our trip, before we cross the Thai border, Uncle Sam brought us to a dog farm. When we stepped inside, the barks were deafening! It must be at least hundreds of puppies inside there!
This is Fu Yew's favourite - the Golden Retriever.

This was one of my favourite, I don't know exactly what it's called. Looking at them made me want to hug them!! Don't you think their fur look very inviting?? Hee.

All of them looked hyperactive and they were all trying their best to jump out from the cage. Pity them... But we can only looked at them, as we were not allowed to bring any flora or fauna across the border. Huhu.
After that we went to a veteranian clinic or should I say vet hospital? It was huge and so well equipped, I think it's even more well-developed than some of our government health clinics. Sometimes, dogs' lives can be even better than human. Hee. We headed home after that.

There were a lot of other photos about the trip, you can click on my Facebook album to view it.

That's all about my trip to Hatyai. I really enjoyed it a lot! Thank you Uncle Sam for being such a good tour guide, thank you aunty for bringing me around to shop and of course, thank you my dear for being such a good companion! Thank you very very much everyone! ^.^

p/s: I'm looking forward to our next holiday trip, dear! Hee.

~BaCk To MaNiPaL~

2009-03-26T00:45:00.011+08:00

I'm back to Manipal for almost 3 days now. Many things happened over the past weeks. I've went to Hatyai with Fu Yew's family a week before I came back to India. Will blog about it later. Hee. 1 month vacation is so not enough. Now, I'm back here again, together with my brother this time. He's planning to go on a 33 days trip around India alone. *sweat*

I had my last dinner in Malaysia together with Fu Yew, his sis Joan and my bro Ben.

Actually, I had the same thing for my first dinner in Malaysia during this holiday -- steamboat!! Haha.

The next morning, we took off from LCCT and reach Trichy Airport 3.5 hours later. When I stepped out from the plane, my heart felt like as if it was filled with tonnes of stones. When I thought of my dear's face, a lump can be felt inside my throat.

I'm sick of being surrounded by all these tempes. I felt so easily irritated when I stand on this piece of land.

Even the food is hard to swallow...

This was worse than the first time I came back from vacation. My mind was filled with Fu Yew, my family and the upcoming unis. When Fu Yew called me, I couldn't fight back my tears anymore, they all rolled down my cheeks like beads of loose pearls. I missed him so much!!! It was so hard to pull myself out of the misery.

We had to spend one whole day in Trichy. Being first time in India, Ben was so curious and excited about his surrounding. As his temporary host, I have to get over my emotions as much as possible and accompany him to walk around. Luckily, with humourous Ben by my side, I seemed to relax a bit. We visited few tourist spots around the area, like...

Our Lady of Lourdes Church

It was the largest and most beautiful church I've ever been to.

When I was inside, I felt totally cut out from the world outside. I felt peace in my mind. Although I'm not a devoted Christian, but it always make me feel calm when I pray to God. When I'm fragile, He makes me feel stronger.

Isn't the church beautiful? You've to be there to feel it.

Then, we proceeded to the Rock Fort Temple, just opposite the road. As the name suggested, the temple is entirely built from rocks or maybe, built IN the rocks.

We have to climb don't know how many flights of stairs, bare-footed, to reach the small temple at the top. Luckily I was wearing thick socks, but Ben was not that lucky, his feet nearly cooked after walking on the hot stairs. Haha.

I think the temple is at the highest peak in Trichy. The view was superb.

The weather is so hot and dry. Take a good look at the photo below.

The desert looking piece of land is actually the river bed. Due to the hot weather, now there only left a small stream running. Just imagine...

After that, we visited another temple. But I can't really recall the name of the temple. To me, it's nothing special, we can find this kind of temple anywhere in Malaysia too.

Lonely Planet is our guide and it will be Ben's bible for the next 30 days.

We boarded our train at 5a.m. the next day. Thinking of going back soon to somewhere I'm familiar with, however, my mood lighten a bit. Maybe I just don't like being at a foreign place.

My bro stayed with me for almost 3 days in Manipal to finish his works and planned his trip. It feel nice to have him here. At least my room won't feel that empty anymore.

Ben in End Point Garden.

He left Manipal tonight to continue his journey to the North then turn East to reach Bangladesh. He'll be flying back to Malaysia from there. Pray hard that he'll have a happy and safe trip. Good luck brother! I know you can make it!!! ^.^

p/s: Wish my dear Happy Semester 7!!! I miss you always.

~BuTtErFLy FaRm~

2009-03-13T19:08:00.008+08:00

Yesterday I accompanied my dad to visit his old workplace - The Penang Butterfly Farm. My dad wanted to meet his old boss and some of his old friends there. It used to be one of my favourite places when I was a little kid. My dad's colleagues used to treat me like a little VIP whenever I visited the place. To my surprise, all the old workers there still remember me! They all said that I look more like my dad now. Haha.

I had a free tour in the farm. Although I've visited the farm for at least a hundred times, but there're always something new to capture my interest. But this time, there were really a lot of changes. They even have an air-conditioned video room which plays a 15 minutes video about the insects of Malaysia now! As I strolled down the path, I took out my handphone and snapped few photos.

There are lots of butterflies flying everywhere around you! Don't ask me the species of the butterfly... Hee.

They got a pond in the middle of the farm. This time, the species of fish found in the pond were amazingly huge and rare (at least to me). I saw these 2 ancient looking giant fish.

The pitcher plant or known as 猪笼草 in chinese which means "pig cage grass". Haha. They actually got a small garden of it. I wondered were there any butterflies in the farm had become food of this carnivorous plant...

I noticed that different kinds of butterflies feeds on different kinds of flowers and fruits. Like this one, which feeds on the nectar of our national flower.

Can you spot the insect there? Great camouflage right?

Ya, they also display green iguana here.

This pool of giant millipedes has been here since I was a little kid. It still gives me a gross feeling when I look at it! Ewwww...

There are a lot of other things they exhibit in this farm, besides the butterflies, such as tortoises, ducks, snakes, antiques etc. If you are a MyKad holder, the entrance fee is only RM10. It was a fun trip. Don't know when I will visit this place again. ^.^

~TwiLiGhT SaGa~

2009-03-08T09:46:00.007+08:00

Before I came back to Malaysia, I knew that I was going to have a long journey, 15 hours of train ride will definitely push my boredom limit to the maximum. So, I bought myself a novel. At first I have no idea at all what to buy, I knew I must buy something that's really interesting, if not, it will only add on to my boredom! Then I stumbled across this familiar book cover.

I read in my brother's blog before that the movie is more like a love story. Since I've never watch the movie before, so I decided to give it a try.

Luckily, I'm not dissapointed. It's romantic and exciting at the same time. By the way, my imaginary Edward Cullen is much more handsome and breathtaking then the one in the movie. Haha.

It has been a long time since I successfully finished reading a novel. The last novel that I was addicted to was Harry Porter and the Deathly Hallows. Haha. Now I'm going to finish reading the second book of the Saga ---> New Moon.

To me, this second book is not as breathtaking as the first book, because Edward Cullen only appeared in the early and last parts of the book!!! Somehow, it feel like the leading male character of the second book is Jacob Black, the werewolf who loves Bella too. Which is very frustrating!!! Haih... Read it yourself to feel it.

Although Fu Yew was quite jealous of me crazy about Edward Cullen, the handsome vampire, but he still brought me to go and buy the third book ---> Eclipse. Haha. Can't wait to lay my eyes on it!

Before I'm going back to India next Saturday, I think I'll buy the fourth book ---> Breaking Dawn, to kill my boredom during the 15 hours of train ride AGAIN...

Overall, these series of books are more suitable for girls. Maybe guys should read it too, Edward Cullen really know how to "kao lui". Haha. Enjoy reading!

~UpDaTe! UpDaTe!~

2009-03-03T10:09:00.006+08:00

Without me realising it, I'm already in the 2nd week of my holidays! Times seems to pass by real fast... I've been running here and there, did quite a lot of things, but sadly didn't take much photos. What to do, I'm a blogger without a proper camera... -.- Wish to buy one soon. Hee. Okay, let's recapture what I've done during my holiday so far.

First stop - SEREMBAN
I reach LCCT at around 4pm, and Fu Yew's parents were waiting outside the arrival hall for me. There was a slight change of plan upon my arrival. Fu Yew was having class that particular afternoon and his mom offered to pick me up at the airport since Uncle Sam (Fu Yew's dad)'s flight arrived an hour earlier than mine. I was super nervous about meeting his parents when I arrived (although this is not the first time, but still...). But to my relief, it was not as awkward as I thought. Aunty gave me a warm welcome hug and my nervousness all melt off at that particular moment. It was really sweet and meaningful to have my boyfriend's parents to pick me up, I was touched (of course, a little bit pai seh also). Thank you so much uncle aunty! ^.^

When we reached Fu Yew's house, he was already back from the college. Omg, this was more nervous than meeting his parents. He held out his hands, I dived into his arms without second thought. A tight hug was all I needed. How much I missed him!!! But I know Josephine was watching *blushed*. When I entered his room, there was something on his bed. It was a bouquet of rose with a little bear in it. It was so beautiful! It has been more than half a year I didn't receive any flowers from him, I was so touched. He really knows how to make me happy. Hee.

At night, I took a bus from Seremban to go back to Butterworth. It feel very sad to separate from him again...

Second stop - BUTTERWORTH
It always feels good to back at home. My mom was thrilled to see me. I missed her too of course. Seeing the increasing amount of wrinkles on her face make my throat tighten for a while. I promise myself not to quarrel so much with her after this. I must treat her better!

It's fun to see Benjamin too. Now I can be his part time girlfriend, he won't feel that lonely anymore. Haha. It's always nice to have someone to talk to before going to sleep, someone to watch movies together and someone to go shopping with, right bro? Keke. Of course, not forgetting my other brother, Daniel, and his family. He was so busy, I hardly had anytime to meet up with him. But luckily, I got the chance to meet my sister in law and of course, my beloved nephew - Brandon!!! I was so excited to see him, he is sooooooooo cute!! (unlike his dad. Haha.) One thing that makes me love him more is that he doesn't cry much, and he loves to smile!!! How can anyone don't love baby like him??? Hee.

Brandon and Grandma.

Third stop - MALACCA
After spending 2 days in home sweet home, I took a bus to Malacca to meet up with Fu Yew. I'm planning to stay with him in Malacca for 2 weeks. Hee. I was like a fulltime housewife during my stay in Malacca. You know, I love to cook right? I actually bought a book of recipes from Popular before I came to Malacca. Looking at Fu Yew finishing all the dishes I cooked was so satisfying and happy! Hopefully my cooking has improved after half year of intensive training in India. Haha. Maybe I can share some of the recipes next time. It was not hard at all. Hee. I really enjoy spending time with Fu Yew like this. Although we didn't go out much (because he's having his exam starting from tommorrow), but as long as I'm close to him, I'm happy. Once again, we can watch drama together, spend as much time as we want together. The separation has brought our hearts even closer together when we meet up. We really appreciate every single moment together now.

We went back to Seremban for the weekend and I had my hair trimmed. I was shocked to see so many split ends the day before. I wanted to change my hair style at first, but since the hair stylist said my hair is still curly, then I shouldn't waste the money spent on them last time. Hee.
Right after the hair cut.

I like blue!! Hee.

I'm currently at Melaka now. Will go back to Butterworth next week. Happy holiday to everyone! Hee.

~KoReAn CrAzE~

2009-02-15T02:03:00.005+08:00

Introducing, my latest favourite Korean Drama... Jeng jeng jeng!!

BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS (Hana Yori Dango)!!! *thousands of girls screaming at the back*

Yeah, I know, the title may sounds a little bit funny. This is the Korean version of the well known Taiwanese Meteor Garden. You know, F4? The storyline is almost the same, but there are some fresh plots also. The main thing that attract me to watch this drama is the first guy from the right in the poster above --- Kim Hyun Joong!!! He is soooooo cute!!! He stars as JI HOO (Hua Ze Lei in the Taiwan version). My housemates and I are totally crazy about him. Our hearts melt whenever see him smiling. Awwwwwww.... Haha.

The drama is still airing in Korea. Out of the total 24 episodes, only 12 are aired for the moment. There'll be 2 episodes each week, Monday and Tuesday. If you're interested, you can go to http://www.viikii.net/ and search for "Boys Before Flowers", they have the latest episodes. Hope you'll enjoy the drama too!

p/s: Don't worry dear, you're still number 1 in my heart. Hee. ^.^

~PMS-ing~

2009-02-12T01:39:00.002+08:00

I'm having exams tomorrow, and yet I'm writing an entry. I can't stand it anymore. My heart feel like it's going to burst anytime soon. I can't wait to go back to Malaysia. I'm really stress out with this exam. Maybe due to the additional factor of hormonal imbalance. I can be euphoric in one moment, depress in another. Euphoric when the idea of getting to meet my bf very soon flash through my mind; depress because next Friday seems so faraway. I can't imagine when I'm sitting for Unis in the next sem. I might die of this "bipolar manic state" of mine. I don't want to miss him anymore. I want to be together with him, close to him and get pampered by him. Love sick + Exam sick + Hormonal imbalance ---> Esther in manic state / ki siao in hokkien. But I know I'll tackle every obstacle that lies ahead of me. I just need to be stronger!!! Yes, I can do it!! I must do it!!! Gambateh Esther Leow!!! 加油!!!

p/s: I miss you freakingly lots, Fu Yew!!! Good night~

~ExAm WoEs~

2009-02-09T00:17:00.002+08:00

I'm studying... Trying to mug up as many facts as possible in this few days time... I have 3 days left. 3 days are just not enough!!! My eyes are dry and tired. But I have to keep on reading. Pushing myself to the limit!!! Arghhhh! It's just block exams, why should I pressure myself so much? Drug names, microorganisms, and whatever lies ahead in pathology and forensic are totally killing me. Having exams before going back for holiday is so bad timing. I really can't wait to go back!!! I wanna enjoy my holiday to the fullest! My first paper is Pathology (Thursday), 2nd is Pharmac (Saturday/Valentine's Day), 3rd is Microbiology (Monday) and last one is Forensic (Wednesday). On Friday I'll be landing on LCCT!!! Not really looking forward for this year Valentine's, without Fu Yew by my side + Pharmac exam, I'm totally not in the mood. Haih...

Okay lah, enough of mood venting, got to go back to work. Microbiology class test is at tommorrow morning. Good luck to all my batchmates and all the other people sitting for University Examinations. May God bless us all. Amen. ^.^

~HaPpY ChInESe NeW YeAr~

2009-01-26T14:57:00.005+08:00

Happy CNY to everyone out there! 恭喜发财！Hehe!

I love CNY since I was young! I love the atmosphere, the food, the drinks, the decoration, and the most important thing, THE ANGPOW!!! Haha. This is the 2nd time I miss celebrating CNY with my family... Huhu... The feeling of everyone gather around, eat, drink, gamble, chat, laugh is really fun! CNY is one of the few occasions that we'll have chance to gather around like this. Hee.

I miss having reunion dinner with my family.

I miss my mom's peanut cookies and "bee hive" cookies.

I miss visiting my aunties in Raja Uda, BM, Bukit Minyak and other relatives.

I miss having steamboat with all my uncles, aunties and cousins at Bagan.

I miss playing "cho dai di" with my brothers.

I miss playing "ang diam" with my aunties.

I miss playing "siam ban lak" with my cousins and friends.

I miss going on a convoy with my friends to go visit other friends' house.

I miss ANGPOW!!!

Although I miss so many things, but I still feel joyful in this special occasion. New Year ma, must happy only good things will come non-stop! Haha! Looking on the bright side, I'm celebrating the year of ox in a country with cows everywhere, how meaningful is that! I bet you won't get this kind of atmosphere back in Malaysia, right? Haha! I think I might get blessed more this year with all the cows around! Hehe!

Okay now, let me write something about the CNY eve I had last night. I spent almost the whole day in Mangalore shopping till I drop! Which is very satisfying and exciting because there's sale everywhere! Muahahaha! Then in the evening, I had my reunion dinner with all the other chinese folks in my batch at Archaya Compound. The food was superb!! Most of it they cooked themselves. Got bak kut teh, herbal soup, ku lou yok, lap cheong, steam fish, fried chicken, prawns, fried rice and so much more! Yum yum! After that we played fire crackers. It was quite fun afterall. Thanks for the organiser for putting in so much efforts.

With Saou Saou, Lyvia & Ming Yin.

Colourful fireworks!

Yeay! Childhood memory. Haha.

Everyone!

Wish everyone, especially my dear family, Fu Yew and his family, have a prosperous and healthy year ahead!!! HAPPY CNY!!! ^.^

~HaPpY BiRtHdAy DaD~

2009-01-21T02:30:00.000+08:00

To my beloved dad,
Happy birthday dad! May god bless you with health, wealth, safety and happiness! I miss you.

Love from,
Your daughter

~SiNuSiTiS~

2009-01-17T20:35:00.004+08:00

Today, I visited the KMC Hospital AGAIN... The story starts a day before my BSB Final Match (29th Dec 08), I got flu. I nearly missed the match because of this. I kinda ignore it, thinking that flu just need some rest and it will get better by itself, no antiviral drug what... I was wrong. I finished nearly 3 rolls of toilet paper and I still can't stop sneezing. My room was filled with "wantan"... After around 2 weeks, I've lost confidence with my theory, and went to Sonia Clinic to seek for help. I came home with some antibiotics, nasal decongestants and vit B12 complex + vit C. My condition was improved. But there was one night, I was aroused from my sleep by the severe pain on my right cheek. I can't sleep until the next morning. Worrying that the infection might have spread to my sinus. Next day morning, everything back to normal, I continued my antibiotic course and eventually I was healed from the flu. So happy, no more running nose, no more "wantan".

I was happy too early. Right after I finish the antibiotic course, I developed severe toothache in my right upper quadrant of my mouth! I started to lose patient with myself! One after another! I'm really pissed! Toothache is really very IRRITATING! I tahan for the next five days (because I was too lazy to go see a dentist). I thought maybe is just my wisdom tooth going to grow.

Since today is Saturday and I got the whole day off, so I dragged myself to the Dental Clinic early in the morning. Hoping to get some analgesic. After the dentist checked everything, he said there's nothing wrong with my teeth, clinically. So he asked me to do x-ray. I started to feel uneasy. I asked him whether is there any possibilities my wisdom tooth is erupting? He said very unlikely. The x-ray shows there's nothing wrong with my teeth, but can see that my teeth are very approximate to my maxillary sinus. He said maybe the pain I feel is referred pain from the sinus. So he sent me to ENT (Ear, Nose and Throat) Department.

I hate to be back at the hospital again... After a short consultation from Dr. Rohit (which is kinda nice and funny, that's why I remember his name), he asked me to do a x-ray of my sinus to confirm the diagnosis. X-ray AGAIN??? Huhu. Don't like the idea of exposing myself to that radiation twice a day! So, I spent almost 2 FREAKING hour waiting outside the x-ray department just do a process that doesn't even take up to 1 minute! Haih...

I went to ENT department again to see the results. After looking at my x-ray, Dr. Rohit went like "OH NO~ You've got RIGHT SIDED MAXILLARY SINUSITIS!!". He sounded so scary. Although I already prepared myself for this, but when I listened to him, I felt scared again! Haha. My right maxillary sinus appeared opaque on the film, comparing to the left one which was very clear (black in colour). He started me on a medicine course consisting of:
1) Cefpodoxime Proxetil 1-0-1
2) Levocetirizine + Pseudoephedrine 0-0-1
3) Paracetamol + Aceclofanac 1-0-0
(So happy that I know few of the drugs given! Hahaha!)

Dr. Rohit asked me to go back for follow up next week. If my condition is not improved, than they'll do a CT scan on me and maybe a small surgery... Huhu... Sounds so scary! I just wish it's just an acute one and not chronic...

I feel so dissapointed with myself... I feel like I'm such a loser, losing so many times to organisms that are so much much much more smaller than me! I'm sick of telling people I'm sick... I'm really pissed with myself! I feel so sorry to Fu Yew and my family for always making them worry. If I didn't take good care of myself and become sick then I still can accept it! But I never skip meals, I'm not very choosy about my food, I exercise, I get enough sleep everyday, I even cook herbal soup to make myself stronger. I really don't understand it... Is it I got any underlying disease that yet to be found out? I wish that's not the reason...

~LaUgH oF ThE DaY~

2009-01-15T21:50:00.006+08:00

Anis was helping me out in the kitchen for the dinner today. I was cooking stir-fried brinjal with minced chicken which need salted fish as one of the ingredients. So I asked her to help me take out the salted fish from the fridge and soak them in water.

Me : Anis, tolong keluarkan ikan masin jap. Thanks.
Anis : Okay!
(After 1 minute or so...)
Anis : Esther, mana ni ikan masin tu? X jumpa2 pun?
Me : Adalah, dalam fridge tu, dalam beg plastik hitam.
Nad : HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Esther, cepat tengok Anis cari ikan masin kat mana!
(I turned my head...)
Me : HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA!

Anis was actually looking for the salted fish in the freezer compartment! She thought salted fish was like the other fresh seafood. Hahahahahahahahaha! (ROFL = Roll on floor laughing...)

Thank you, Anis for making my day. Hee.

~好想你~

2009-01-13T01:17:00.004+08:00

与你见面的日子越来越靠近，心里却一天比一天更想念你！最近每天都在幻想与你见面的情景。我真的好想一下飞机后就能看见你摊开双手，迎接我投入你的怀抱中！我真的好想紧紧地抱着你，把我这半年来所累计的思念，一次过给掏空！分隔两地的这段日子里，让我明白要更珍惜你，你对我实在太好了！看到你有更多时间与你朋友一起出去玩，再次看到像小孩子般活泼可爱的你，我真的好开心！真的好想捏你的脸颊！我会好好珍惜和你在一起的时光。不要怕我会闷而想尽办法安排节目，因为，这个假期里，只要有你在我身边，一切都已足够！真的很足够！光有这个想法，我也已经兴奋到流泪了！能够再次在你怀里闹别扭是全世界最幸福的事了。糟糕，怎么越写越想念你啊？我的眼眶真浅。。。好了，不写了，等你明天上网时再说吧！嘻嘻！晚安哦宝贝！

p/s: 我爱你。

~DeCeMbEr DiArY~

2009-01-08T01:40:00.012+08:00

December 2008 was a busy month. Other than celebrating my 1st Anniversary with my dear and the Block 1 exam, there were basketball matches, Lagenda, Christmas and of course, our 1st Anniversary!! I've searched and collected photos of me from facebook and put them here. Happy scrolling, people! ^.^

X'mas party organized by CPR members. Great one! ^.^

Lagenda's fashion show. I was one of the model. Wearing a Bidayuh tradisional costume. Cute ler? Haha!

Group photo after the show. Malaysia's culture is so wonderful and colourful, right?

Last photo before I transformed back to a chinese. Hee.

Interbatch basketball matches! It was a very unforgettable memory. We actually won the final! It was not an easy route for us to reach the final. All matches were very nerve breaking! Especially against b22 and b23, we won with merely 2 points and 1 points ahead of them respectively! Just imagine the adrenaline rush we had. Phew! We were lucky for sure. Of course, games against b20 and b19 were not easy too. *sweat*

I just like being a part of the team. The teammates were so fun to practice and play with! All were very committed and cheeky too. Despite of having to wake up early for practices at 6.30am everyday before class, we were enjoying that to the max (at least I did).

Of course, not to forget our ever-patient and smart coach - Acap! Thanks for teaching all the techniques and plays, although we didn't imply much of the plays during the games but we appreciate them a lot! Will never forget the crab-like training thingy. LOL!! Our captain, Latchana, was superb throughout the tournament, she scored countless 3 pointers throughout the tournament! Phewwiiitt! Hee.

The team (from left to right):
Back row: Latchu, Dena, Acap, Dayang, Azaty, Nik
Front row: Me, Farra, Fatin, Tanu, Izzati

Of course, not to forget our beloved shoes, without them, we are nobody on the court! (Many of us are Nike supporters. Haha.)

The supporters were great too! They always cheer for us till the very last moment. GoOOOoOOoOOO 21!! ^.^

Luckily this year, I didn't fall much on the court. Maybe my body knew that that someone was not there among the crowd with a bottle of dettol and plaster in his pocket, watching me playing, worrying I'll injured myself. I do miss spotting him among the crowd... He's no longer there to watch me throughout the game, but I know he must be supporting me from the other part of the world through my laptop screen! Hee.

I miss you sooOOoOoOo much, dear! Wish you were here. Hee.

This is the photo of us, the supporters, during the boys' football final match. Guess what? Our batch won!!! Thanks to our cheers~

Okay, that's the only 2 sport events our batch won in the interbatch games. At least this year, I contributed in one of them! Hee.

p/s: Counting down the day we're going to meet each other again. ^.^

~WeLcOmE 2009!!~

2009-01-02T00:36:00.003+08:00

It's 2009! And this year, my new year resolutions are:

1. Treat Fu Yew better (by reducing my lao kai frequency).
2. Gain weight! My target is 55kg (Only then my BMI will reach 20).
3. Pass 2nd year MBBS.
4. Be a filial daughter (by calling back home more often).
5. Save more money! ($.$)

Okay, that's all I can think of at this particular moment. Wish everyone out there a prosperous and happy new year!!! ^.^

~外婆桥~

2008-12-24T01:25:00.002+08:00

风儿吹着树影摇
摇啊摇到外婆桥
想着我的好宝宝
亲爱的你是不是已睡着

月儿高高窗前照
想你的心飘呀飘
飘进你的梦里瞧瞧
宝贝想着他的宝宝

我要带你到天涯海角
拜访春天向它说声早
管它漫漫长路路迢迢
爱的路上有我陪你跑

我要带你到天涯海角
走过秋天向它问声好
就算漫漫长路路迢迢
爱的路上有我陪你跑
你说好不好

雁儿飞过柳树梢
相思总是催人老
花儿含羞在偷笑
心事不说有谁会知道

风儿吹着树影摇
摇啊摇到外婆桥
花儿含羞在偷笑
心事不说有谁会知道

edited from 任贤齐-外婆桥

~DiSsApOiNteD II~

2008-12-23T20:34:00.002+08:00

Okay, today the lecturer came in and we did the voting again. At first majority still want it on 26th. Then suddenly Sheela raised up her hand and told the whole class please be considerate for us Christians, how could they want us to open up a book and study during Christmas? It is very bold of her to speak up like that, I'm impressed (why I never thought of that reason before this ah? Haha)! In the end, Dr. Jyoti decided to postpone the test to next week. Haha! You must be thinking that, at last, I can go to Ooty! To make things even more dissapointed, we've actually cancelled our tickets last night, never thought that minority will win the vote... We only got back part of the original price we paid. Haih... Thinking that so many things to do over the weekend and the busy week lying ahead, so we decided not to re-buy the tickets... Just can blame myself for being so impatient at the first place... Haih... Nevermind, looking on the bright side, I can celebrate Christmas in a more meaningful way by going to church and of course, Aaron's X'mas party! Aaron, I'm invited right? Lol. Last but not least, MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!!! ^.^

p/s: Bravo Sheela! ^.^

~DiSsApOiNtEd~

2008-12-22T20:37:00.002+08:00

I'm disspointed! I'm pissed! I'm sad! GrRrRRRRRR!! My christmas plan is gone, all GONE, officially GONE!!! I HATE it when lecturers change plans last minute! Last time Micro lecturers suddenly LAST MINUTE said no need to pass up the SDL notes, which majority of us spent the whole weekend tried to finish it, set aside EVERYTHING! And NOW, Pharmac lecturer without any solid reason, postpone the SDL test from Wednesday to Friday! WTH??? You must think I'm a NERD, for this must be a good news for everyone, who don't like test to be postponed? But it spoil my plan! More accurately, OUR plan (my housemates and I)! We're going to have holiday on THURSDAY, SATURDAY, SUNDAY and most probably MONDAY (due to Lagenda on Sunday). We had planned to go to Ooty during this Christmas holiday, skipping Friday class if we can't get holiday on that day. We've even bought the bus tickets! I thought, at last, I can have a cold cold christmas! At first, I thought still got chance of postponing the test to next week, after the holidays. So Q, our class rep held a voting session in the class, choices were, we have the test on (A)24th, Wednesday, (B)26th, Friday, (C)Postpone to next week (Tuesday maybe). In the end, majority of the class wants it on 26th! WTH?? They wanna study on Christmas is it? Haih... They don't want to postpone the test to next week because afraid that there will be PBL presentation on Thursday. I'm super duper dissapointed and sad (a little bit pissed too)... What to do, majority wins. Sometimes we get to experience how the minority feels. To make it clear, I didn't meant this post for anyone out there, I'm just venting my anger. If anyone got offended by this post, then I sincerely say sorry here. But just imagine the feeling of your long awaiting plan is spoilt, I'm sure you won't feel happy too right? I was thinking of skipping the class test. But it will cost us about 5 marks in Block exam, which is very important to us especially when everyone says Block 2 Pharmac is the hardest. As a conclusion, I SUPER HATE LAST MINUTE CHANGES! DAMN IT!

~ThE BiG GuY In My LiFe~

2008-12-18T21:21:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, I missed my dad so much...

Being the youngest and the only daughter in the family, my dad treated me like a little princess since I was young. You should see my collection on toys back at home. Barbie dolls, Lego, Playdoh of various colours, masak-masak sets, puzzles, numerous big soft toys and many many more. He really spoilt me to the max!

Still remember, everyday before he went to work, he would wake me up, gave me a kiss and 1 ringgit for the day (no wonder I'm so mata duitan now! -_-). Then I would stick my head at the window and waved goodbye to him until I couldn't see his car anymore. I became more and more stubborn each day, even my mom couldn't handle me anymore, then only my dad would pick up the cane. That was the scariest thing in my life back then. He didn't need to hit me with the cane at all, I was already in tears... But after that, he would ask me to sit on his lap and "tam" (pujuk) me back. Hee.

After I started going to school, things started to change bit by bit. He became very strict. He didn't allow me to watch TVB Series, didn't allow me to join the other kids to run around in the kampung, and lots more. But somehow, I managed to "steal" some time and break these rules. Whenever I catch a glimpse of his car, I would run for my life back to the house and acted like nothing had happen or switched off the tv and opened up a book. Lol.

He was super strict with my studies. If I got 99% in examination, he would ask me why I can't get 100%? How could I be so careless?? Everytime I would ended up dissapointed when I wish to hear few words of praises from him. Same things happened whenever I won any medals in any sport events. Until the time I got JPA scholarship, that was the first time I saw my dad so proud of me. Whenever he met his friends, he would tell them about me getting the scholarship and laugh so happily! I felt so shy but happy for seeing him so proud of me. Thinking back, my dad has been very supportive all these time. He was my full time driver, driving me wherever I want to go whenever I want! There was once I need to buy something for my school project which the deadline was the next day, he together with my mom drove me around the town to search for that single thing. Whenever I had any sports training, he would bring me there and make sure I reach the place safely.

As I grow older, our conversations become lesser and lesser. Sometimes, arguments were the only conversation we had. I would shout and cry like a little baby on the phone, not knowing how he felt on the other end of the phone. But nowadays, no more sitting-on-the-lap session after I cries. Things had changed. When I went back to Malaysia for holiday last semester, he came to pick me up at the airport (all the way from Penang to KLIA). I felt so happy and wanted to hug him. Who knows he rejected me... Huhu... Things had really changed but his egoism never change.

Dad, I just want to tell you that I love you and I miss you so much! I just wish that you can live happily and healthily. May God bless you always.

~HapPy 1sT AnNiVeRSaRy~

2008-12-12T02:30:00.000+08:00

To my dear,
Happy 1st Anniversary my dear!! I'm so happy! We've spent 365 days of precious moment together. All the ups and downs we've been through together, no one and nothing can ever replace them. I wish that I've been a good girlfriend, to me, you are the best boyfriend in the world! Muahh! Okay, not much of sweet words in here for you. Why? Because it's all in the card I sent to you! Didn't get it? Go check at the guard house! Hee...
Thank you dear for the precious presents you sent to me, I really like them a lot! Although I didn't open the nicely wrapped mysterious present yet, but I'm sure I'll love it a lot! I know you've put a lot of hard works on these presents, especially the Project Dear Dear. I am really touched upon receiving them. Although I might not looked as surprise as you expected (you know, I'm a little bit slow mo), but deep inside, the joy is indescribable! I just wish that I can give you a big bear hug at that moment! Thanks my dear! You make me feel loved! ^.^
The nicely wrapped mysterious present. I wonder what's inside! Teeeheeee!

Last but not least - I LOVE YOU MY DEAR! FOREVER AND EVER! ^.^

Love from,
Your 坏蛋虫

p/s: Hope that you'll like my "hardwork" too! Hee!

~CoW RaCe~

2008-12-03T02:53:00.004+08:00

Last Sunday (30.11.08), there was a cow race in Manipal, near the lake there. Out of curiosity, my housemates and I decided to pay a visit. It was FREAKING lot of people when we reached there. We were the fairest among them all! We doubted that we should join the crowd. But since we were there, and we can never find things like this anywhere else other than in India, so we decided to squeeze ourselves among those tempe... Huhu.
They were applying oils on the cows' bodies, and get them ready for the race.

It's bath time for the cows and the rider after each race. No wonder they want to hold the event by the lakeside.

We can hardly see anything other than the tempes' butt! But luckily there was one very friendly tempe uncle, he called us and asked the other tempe to make some space for us! Very nice of him, right? At last, we can see the cow race!
We had to stand on chairs to get a better view.

I was shocked to see how they race! In the middle of the field, they dug 2 long troughs and filled it with water. I don't know how to describe the race, just try to have a look of the picture first.

There were 2 bulls and one rider to form a team. The rider got hold on the bulls' tails and slide on the water when the bulls ran! There were mud water splashing everywhere. Even some of the riders lost grip on the tails and fell into the mud water. Sometimes the bulls refuse to get to the starting point and ran into the audience. What a race... *sweat*. That is something we can't find in Malaysia!
The 4 sesat Malaysian at the cow race. Haha.

I'm wondering, I thought the Indians treat the cows as their gods, but why would they do such things on these poor things. I mean, pulling their tails and make them run in mud water?? It's definitely not a way to worship a god for me... Anyone can tell me why?

~WaNtEd~

2008-12-03T02:34:00.005+08:00

"Wanted" starring Angelina Jolie and James McAvoy. I know I'm a bit outdated, this movie was screened like months ago. But don't blame me, I'm in India! Huhu. By the way, this movie is super AWESOME! The actions were like "WHOAAAAAAAA!!". Although the tricks inside might look a bit like in the Matrix, but it was like ages ago that a movie can make me feel so excited! It's a story about a group of assassinators - Fraternity, which kills based on the code appear on a piece of cloth. It's all about fate. If your name appears on the cloth, you're going to be killed by one of these assassinators. And they didn't get paid by killing people. Wonder how they make a living... Okay, not too much about the story, go find it out yourselves. Enjoy!

Wesley Gibson:"What have you done lately?"

--- errrr... nothing? I'm so dead in next week block exams... Huhu...

~ThE DoCtOr CaReEr~

2008-11-30T11:40:00.006+08:00

This morning, I read a piece of news on The Star Online, titled "At least five doctors to suffer from mental woes every month". It surprised me! My gosh, just imagine, at least 5 of our classmates in the future will suffer from mental illness ranging from psychotic to neurotic EVERY MONTH, or maybe I'm one of them in the future, scary man...!

Why must be a doctor be so stressed out all the time? Yesterday, we got lectured by our Microbiology lecturer because of the postponed block examination and we have 9 days before the exam to study on our own. She said someone had went to ask for this postponment and we are not supposed to have this kind of break. She said since the day we choose medicine, we must not hope for any relaxation or breaks, the lecturers will push us to our max all the time, so that we can endure the pressure in the future. 1 or 2 days of study break will be sufficient for the block exam. Suddenly I felt suffocated, my whole life will be GONE, gone to the medicine field.

To certain extend, I quite agree with the lecturer. I just don't know who from our class went to ask for the postponed. It makes me feel that the person so KIASU. Although we all feel relief and happy that we got few more days to study, but I just don't like those individual that go on and ask for things on themselves without discussing with the class. Now the lecturers are pissed, I just worry that they'll set the questions tougher. Then we all going to die together also no matter what.

Ok, back to the topic. Sometimes I don't know whether this is the carrier I want. If not my dad ask me to erase the bubble beside PERGIGIAN and darken the PERUBATAN bubble in the JPA form, I don't think I would have been ended up here. So, is this the carrier that I really choose for myself? Or my dad? Whatever it is, it's too late to go back, I've already bound to JPA for the next 13 years. *sweat*. I believe in God. Maybe He's the one that arrange all these. My life is destined to save people's life. But I know myself. I can bind to rules and follow them, I'll accept everything that falls on me, but deep inside me, I wish I can enjoy life too, like Benjamin did. I don't want to spend my whole life in the hospital and work like a cow. I want to spend a lot of time with my loved ones too.

So, am I regretting right now? Not really yet. Who knows what will happen in the future. We can only hope for the best but prepare for the worst. Now we are trained to handle the worst, so we have to cope with it! Inner strength must be strong, if not we'll turn into one of the doctors describe in the article above. I know I can do it! Especially with you by my side. Hee. Let's work hard together! Aja!

p/s: A little secret about me --> Since young, I've wished to become a full time housewife in the future and take good care of my family! ^.^

~AnNuaL DiNnEr & CoLLeGe DaY~

2008-11-24T00:44:00.007+08:00

Last Friday (21 Nov 2008), was our college big day! Nothing much about that night, just some prize giving ceremony, AWESOME performances from the students and lecturers (2 thumbs up for the lecturers' performance!) and the most important thing, FOOD! Now, let the pictures do the work.

Performance by our lecturers! Damn funny man... Lol.

With my beloved housemates - Anis, Izzati, me & Nad.

Latchu, Farah, me & Anis.

Chea Fann, Ming Yin, Phei Woon, me, Aaron, Lyvia, Anis & Kashin.

Distinction students... Only half of us. If you wanna know where are the other half, ask Kashin, he was the cameraman.

Spot me! Spot me!

With Amu, this is the first time I met her after I came back from holiday.

With Kristin, the queen of camwhoring.

p/s: Last year's Annual Dinner is still the best, because got you by my side. Heee...

~BuSy WeEk~

2008-11-23T00:15:00.003+08:00

For the past 7 days, it was one of the busiest week in my life, tiring too. Interbatch matches were lining up one after another, volleyball, badminton, netball and basketball. Trust me, it was non stop! Every night there must be a match. When I got home, it's already 9 something. All my ATPs are used up at the end of the day. *faint*. Not forgetting the Annual Dinner/College Day which was yesterday. And Block exam is coming up! TONNES of assignments are waiting for me to settle also! I'm in total stress lately.

What makes me more stress up is, I'm feeling guilty. Feeling very guilty towards Fu Yew. Everyday when I got home, it's nearly 12am in Malaysia. I know he's tired, after long day of posting and early classes in the next morning. But he always stay up to wait for me to come back just for a short chat online. He never complaint, never make a fuss over it, never vent his anger on me, he's so understanding. Everytime when I listen to his tired voice, and sleepy face, my heart ache a lot! Feel like crying. Sorry dear... I'm so sorry... I'm such a lousy girlfriend... I promise you after this I won't be so busy. I'll spend more time with you, k?

I miss you all the time, my dear! Even when I'm in the game, you are always the source of encouragement to me. No matter what it is, once I think of your cute face, I'll be calmer and more energised than before. I think that's the power of love. Hee. Please forgive me k? Thank you for your toleration and understanding, NG FU YEW, you are the best boyfriend on earth! I love you! Will appreciate you with my whole life! Muahh! Hee...

p/s: Get well soon my dear, remember to drink more water k?? Muahh! ^.^

~OuR StOrY~

2008-11-12T02:30:00.003+08:00

Listening to the soundtrack of the movie "Secret" by Jay Chow, a lot of memories flashed in my mind. It was one of the early interests we shared together. Both of us love the movie a lot. Romance grew in me after I watched that movie. I started to search for the soundtracks. I love piano a lot (although I never know how to play one). I always have very little luck in downloading stuff online. In the end, you successfully downloaded the songs first. And you sent the zip file to me. I was so happy! Deep inside my heart, I feel so sweet~

Deepavali was here, and you went to Goa with your friends. Being unable to chat with you for few days makes me feel so down. Wanted to message you, but afraid will spoil your holiday mood. In the midst of despair, my phone rang, it's a message. It's from you! I'm so excited. We messaged each other quite a lot throughout the holiday. It was winter, Manipal was cold. Hiding myself underneath the blanket, listening to the soundtracks, waiting for your messages, the feeling was so amazing. I know my heart has opened it's door for you.

At last, you're back. You told me that along the journey, you kept on repeating the soundtracks, especially the 晴天娃娃. At first I didn't pay much attention to this particular song, but after you mentioned it, I started playing it again and again, kept on imaginating that I'm the girl in that song. Silly right? Lol. The feeling of loving someone secretly was so exciting. My adrenaline level was never normal at that time. Always wondering are you feeling the same way too? Hee.

This year's Deepavali has passed, it's almost more than a year since then. Now we're not playing the guessing game anymore. My adrenaline level may not fluctuate as much as last time, but it still shoot up to the ceiling whenever I receive a surprise or even a simple lovely message from you. I just know my love for you never stop growing. Happy 11th Monthiversary my dear! ^.^

~ThE NeW MeMbEr Of ThE FaMiLy~

2008-11-08T19:46:00.004+08:00

Introducing to you all, my beloved nephew - Brandon Leow!!!

He is sooooooooo cute, right?? I just wished that I was there to welcome him to this world! I'm so excited about his arrival! Faster call me "gu gu" la! Hehe.
Bravo to May Hui and my brother for producing such a healthy and heavy baby! 辛苦了!

Dear God, please bless Brandon with all the good things in the world. We love you, Brandon! ^.^

~BaCk OnLiNe~

2008-10-30T18:49:00.003+08:00

I've been having some bad time with my laptop recently. It has been giving me a lot of problems. First the battery can't be recharge, then the USB ports can't work also (but I manage to solve that by buying a PC card with 4 USB ports). After 2 weeks back at India, the adaptor port is spoilt! Means, I can't use my laptop anymore! Arghh!! Laptop is so important to me! It's my only way to see the sweet faces of my family and Fu Yew, it's my only source entertainment in this education cage in India. Without it, I feel suffocated!

To shorten the story, I don't want to send it for repair, because:
1) The repair fee is expensive (will cost around Rs6000).
2) It'll need around 1 month to done with the repair and there's no guarantee!
3) I don't really trust the technicians here. (I've sent our tv for repair, and it's not back yet after 2 months!)
4) The laptop is at least 5 years old, it's time for a new one! Hee.

So, how am I able to online now? Thanks to Linda, my ex junior in KTT who's studying in KMC, Manipal now. She's so kind and willing to lend me her extra laptop. Thank you so much Linda! I really really really appreciate your kindness and help! I owe you one! ^.^

~TuMmY ChEcK~

2008-10-16T21:47:00.005+08:00

Today early morning, I vomited AGAIN... This is the 2nd time for the past 2 weeks and don't know how many times over the past year. My GIT (Gastro-Intestinal Tract) seems like becoming weaker and weaker. I'm sick of getting sick again and again. Although this time the situation is not as serious as last time, but I think it's time for me to do a proper check-up.

At first the doctor wanted to prescribe me some drugs only, but I refused. Some more, inside my file, there wrote if I have any recurrent abdominal pain, they should do endoscopy on me. This is because last time when I was admitted into the hospital due to abdominal pain, they did an ultra sound scan on me but can't find any cause of my acute pain. So, the doctor asked me to come back again in the afternoon, he'll arrange an endoscopy test for me.

Fu Yew was worried to death when he knew about my condition, and he called me a like million times while I was waiting outside. Seems like he's more anxious than me. Hee. Listening to his voice somehow made me felt less worried. In fact, I'm the one that kept on assuring him that I'll be alright. Haha.

The endoscopy room was cold. The sister told me it's a painless 3 minute process. Then she pour some liquid into my mouth, ask me not to swallow it until I'm told to do so. At that instance, my whole mouth and tongue went numb. Don't like that feeling. Then she gave me some instructions so that the tube can went smoothly into my stomach. First, I must swallow the tube, then breath out slowly through the mouth. The doctor came. The sister gave me a ring-like plastic structure and ask me to bite on it (so that I won't bite on the tube later on). I started to feel nervous and scared. When he showed me the tube, I really felt like chicken out at that moment. It's black and long. Oh no, it's coming nearer. It's in my mouth. I swallowed as hard as I could. The next thing I knew was I was having gag reflex. Don't like that feeling either. The doctor pushed the tube harder into my GIT. It's really painful in my throat! I can feel the tube moving inside my abdomen. The tube irritated my nerves, I kept having gag reflexes. The doctor said, "Don't do that, you'll make the whole process harder." In my mind, I was like "Excuse me DOCTOR! How the hell can I control a REFLEX???" His eyes were on the screen, and his hands were moving to and fro without any mercy, can see the tube went in and out of my mouth and for god sake, I can FEEL IT! My goodness, I just wished it'll be over REAL SOON! I was suffering! Huhu...

When the doctor pulled out the entire tube, I felt saved! I've survived the process! But my jaw felt very sore and my throat was very uncomfortable. There's a patch of my tears on the pillow. I will never want to do that again! The result was out. Luckily, my GIT is normal, there's no ulcer, no tumour, nothing! Hee. That means, the cause for all my abdominal pain for the past years still remain unknown. Arghhh! In the end, the doctor came to a conclusion that I might be having intestinal colic which normally only occur among children (but I'm 21!). So he prescribed me some drug and ask me to take it whenever I feel the pain again. If the drug doesn't work, that means there must be something else...

What a long day it is... After much pain and waiting, that's all I got... So people out there, be thankful when you don't feel any pain! It's a blessing! Take care of your body well. ^.^

~SuRpRiSe!~

2008-10-14T20:47:00.005+08:00

During my lunchtime today, Sabin (Swarnagiri's cute Nepalist guard) pass me a notice which is from the India Post Office. The notice stated that I have to go collect my letter or parcel from the Manipal Post Office. I was so excited, it must be the parcel (full of my food supply for this half year) which I sent to myself when I was in Malaysia during the holiday. At last, it has arrived! Yeay!

So I went to the post office without any delay. I told the lady there it's supposed to be a parcel, big one, not letter. After a long search, the lady came back to me empty handedly and ask me to come back at 3 smth, maybe the parcel hasn't reach the post office yet. Arghh, what a dissapoinment.

After class, I dragged Anis to the post office in order to help me carry the BIG parcel. When I reach there, the same lady mumbled something to me which I had no idea at all. I passed her the notice and she came back with a letter in her hand. She smiled at me, and I checked the letter, it's for me! Since when my parcel shrinks? Oh wait! It's from NG FU YEW! I was shocked! Anis was shocked too! Haha! In the end, both of us "carry" the "parcel" back to Swarnagiri. Lol.

With him on the phone, I opened the letter excitedly. (other than excited, I don't know how to describe my feeling then and now!) Hee. Tadaaaa!

It's a musical birthday card + a letter!
I'm so hyped up and nervous! I can't even understand the words within it, because I read too fast, can't wait to know what is the content! Lol. I really loves it! Although it arrived a day later then the actual date, but it's the best present I'd ever have! Every single words makes my heart melts, I've fallen even more in love with you! Hee! Thank you my dear! ^.^

p/s: Don't ever try to send Poslaju overseas, it's SUPER EXPENSIVE! Huhu... Heartache for my dear only...

~21~

2008-10-14T00:34:00.004+08:00

I'm 21 years old today! Wow! I'm an adult! This year's birthday celebration was a bit special. Never before I've feel so unexcited about it. Maybe because I just came back to India. Maybe because my loved ones are not around me this year. Maybe because I'm already bored with those normal birthday celebration. I just don't feel like celebrating my birthday this year, I just wish everyone will forget about it, and this day will passed like any other normal days. What's wrong with me? Or it's nothing wrong at all? Why am I becoming like this? But I know deep inside me, I only wish that that special one will celebrate my 21st birthday for me. And yes, he did, although in a long distance way. Hee.

Maybe I've missed him too much, I have no mood to do anything at all lately. Luckily he went back to his home in Seremban for the weekend, so we were able to skype as much as we want! *Big smile*! But he had to go back to his campus a night before my birthday due to early classes the next morning. I was a bit sad and down when I knew about this, because it's almost impossible for us to skype using his Celcom broadband and he has to study for his upcoming test. I know my boyfriend sleeps early every night. I really thought that he won't celebrate for me. Huhu. Out of boredom, I went to the kitchen to find something to do. When I opened the fridge, I saw a big box in it! It's a birthday cake! Okay, it must be my housemates who prepared this, that's what I thought. Hee. At 12am Malaysia time, my dear called me to wish me Happy Birthday. That was the sweetest birthday song I've ever heard in my life! I just wished I can record it and play it again and again for the whole day. Hee. At that single moment, I realise that how easily satisfied I am! Only few words from him, I felt that that was the best birthday ever! Tears of happiness started to flow non stop. That's not it, to my surprise, he revealed that the birthday cake is actually from him! He asked his friend, Samuel, to buy the cake and flower for me. But because it's Sunday, all the florist are closed. But it's more than enough to me! On the cake, it was written there "Happy 21st Birthday MY DEAR, MUCK!". I was really surprised and touched! Hee. Although there were no present, no key shaped cake, but it's more precious to know that he had planned to celebrate for me! Hee. Thank you darling! Love ya! Hee! *Very big smile!*

Besides that, I would like to thanks my batchmates who had planned a special surprise birthday party for me (for William and Chea Fann as well) on last Saturday. Which, I really had no idea at all, and I nearly missed it! Long story though. But in the end, at least we managed to watch the fireworks and cut cakes together. Although it's not exactly my birthday that night, but I appreciated their efforts a lot! Thank you guys!

And not forgetting my beloved housemates, Nad, Izzati and Anis, who really understand me. We didn't go out for luxurious dinner or made any big fuss about my birthday. In fact, we have no idea at all where to go for dinner. You know lah, India ma... In the end, we cooked Maggi Mee together. Lol. Very special indeed, at least we can get a taste of Malaysia! Although it's very simple, but I like it! Hee.
Birthday card from my beloved housemates. So cute, right? Hehe.

Thanks for all the birthday wishes from my friends in India as well as in Malaysia, and also my family. Thank you guys! ^.^

~HoLiDaY PhOtOs~

2008-10-11T20:54:00.010+08:00

Today I would like to share some photos from my previous holiday back in Malaysia. I'm only able to transfer them into my laptop today due to some technical problems. I just miss the time in Malaysia so much!

On the way back from KLIA to my home, we (my dad and I) make a stop at Bidor for their famous Wantan Mee. My first meal in Malaysia! Nyum! Nyum!

My dear waiting for me in the saloon. Hee.

New hair!

Teatime with him!

I just like to be his passenger! No matter in car or on bike! Hee.

Daniel (right) and Fu Yew (left) playing squash together. Both of them have nice butts! Haha!

The famous curry mee in Butterworth.

Cloudy Penang Island.

My first ever dive log!

Hakka fried pork. Taught by Fu Yew's mom. Thank you aunty! ^.^

Yen San and I. On the way back from Jusco.

From left Shin Yin, me, Hui Phin (trying to hideaway her big head) and Phooi Shan. So happy to meet them! Sadly Tian Yi was not able to join us.

This is a kind of seafood, named Geoduck. It got a very funny look right? Lol.

With my dear mummy, sis in law and my nephew Brandon (in my sis in law tummy)! ^.^

With my beloved brothers, Daniel and Benjamin, last night in Butterworth.

I really enjoyed myself during this holiday. Looking forward to my next holiday! Hee.

~I MiSs HiM~

2008-10-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

I miss him so much!!! I’ve never missed him so much before. Sometimes I feel that I’m a bit slow mo, especially in how to react to the things happen around me. I thought I would cry like a little baby when bid goodbye to him in the airport. But to my surprise, I was very calm and can say feelingless. He hugged me tightly and gave me a peck on the cheek before I step onto the escalator. I waved goodbye to him and his mom, with a very charming smile while the escalator took me to the lower level. At last, he’s no more in my sight. I won’t see the real him in front of me for the next 5 or 6 months… And I didn’t even give him a goodbye kiss! Maybe because I was a bit shy to kiss him in front of his mom I think. Hee…

The feeling of missing him start to appear only after I’ve boarded the plane. I hugged the Bear Bear he gave me throughout the whole journey. I just wish it was him. The feeling grew stronger and stronger when I was approaching Manipal, the place where we met, the place where everything between us starts. Every single thing in this place reminds me of him, makes me miss him even more. My heart feels like as if it has been forced into a box much smaller than its own size, squeezing out each and every drop of me that miss him, flowing out as tears… I won’t be able to watch sunset together with him in the balcony anymore, no more evening ride on the bike, no more cooking together, no more playing badminton together, no more shy look on the corridor when we meet on the way to our class, no more so many things… Oh my gosh, I really miss our time together in India so much!

But life must go on, we can never live in the past. I’ll treasure our past and looking forward to our future! I’ll smile instead of cry when I miss him next time. Hee. I know not long after this my studies will fill up almost all my time. Maybe I’ll miss him less, but deep inside me, I’ll never feel complete without him. For the time being, I just wish that his internet connection will be improved in a short time, I want to Skype with him! Hehe. I MISS YOU, NG FU YEW!!!

~MeEtInG FrIeNdS~

2008-09-28T01:30:00.003+08:00

Today, at last, I can meet up with my secondary school's old friends! I've been waiting for them to come back to Butterworth for the Raya holiday. I've not seen them for one whole year for goodness sake! I was so excited when Shin Yin messaged me. Yeay! They are back! Haha.

After having dinner with my family, Ben dropped me at Shin Yin's house. My gosh, she had straigten her hair! Look so young and cute (which she always is). Ok, enough, cannot praise this girl too much one. :p And she had grown taller!! Now she's almost 1 head taller than me! Sometimes I wonder, is that the reason that's she's still single now? Hehe. Joking.

Eventually, we had a LOOOOOOOOOOONG hearty talk. More to I telling her stories about me (and Fu Yew). But after sometimes, we planned to call out few more of our old friends to come out and have a drink. Hui Phin is too faraway, Tian Yi must be busy with her family, so we called another one of our "ji mui" aka sister, "Miss" Tai Zu Huang!! Haha. Like we expected, he's free! Yen San never answered our phone, and Yoke Sim is not free to layan us. Huhu.

Three of us, went to eat tom yam! So nice that Zu Huang was there, because he didn't order, but he paid for all our food! Such a good sister! Haha! Thanks oh! When 3 pat people get together, what else? It's pat time! Pi li pa la, we talked non stop. Not long after that, Shin Yin called Wei Kheng to join us. And to our surprise, Sui Teng was there to tapao Tom Yam also! So, as one of the pat geng, he joined us too! There were so much stories, so much laughter and so many goals by MU. Huhu.

Without we realising, it was nearly 1 a.m. already! No choice, have to dismiss... After this, don't know when will we meet again... I really enjoyed the night my friends! Take care and good luck in your final exams oh! ^.^

p/s: Wish that my dear was having a good time with his friends in Seremban too.
p/s: Looking forward in meeting all my other friends before I leave Butterworth on next Wednesday...

~HoLiDaYiNg ALoNe ~ VaRiCoSe VeIn~

2008-09-24T20:50:00.005+08:00

Fu Yew had already started his class at MMMC Melaka 3 days ago and I haven't seen his face for 3 days. Miss him super duper a lot. Just wish that his internet will be settled soon. Oh well, I think I must start to get use to this kind of life. We'll be separated from each other for at least 5 months after this... Huhu...

Looking on to the bright side, we most probably will meet up next week! Hehe! Fu Yew and his family maybe will come to Penang during the Raya holiday! Then we can spend the last few days of my holidays together! So, tahan for few days, then I can cubit his cute face again! Ngek, ngek, ngek! After that, I will have to fly back to India dy... ArghH! Don't want that day to come, can? Huhu...

What did I do for the past few days after coming back from Seremban? Hurmm... Practically my job is being my mom's driver. Lucky Ben, he can runaway from this job for few weeks! Hurmphh!

Just something to share with you all. I suspected my mom is having varicose vein, so I brought her to the Seberang Jaya government hospital nearby for some checkup. To my surprise, when we reach there, the info counter guy told us that they don't have an OPD (Out Patient Department), he said the hospital only handle cases which are referred to them from the health clinics. If the condition is serious, we can go to the emergency department. *sweat* So he ask us to proceed to the health clinic nearby for checkup or whatsoever.

We went to the nearest health clinic without any delay since I know my mom's case is certainly not an emergency one. If you always think that the goverment clinics sucks, then you should come to this one - the Klinik Kesihatan Seberang Jaya. It is so well built - it's large, clean, spacious, fully air-conditioned, systematic, has their own lab, and they have 7 doctors servicing at the same time. In fact, when we want to do full body checkup, they'll refer us to this clinic.

Okay, back to my mom. Ya, she does have varicose vein, but the doctor (which looks very young) didn't recommend her to do surgery, he said if the condition get worse only consider surgery. To prevent the condition from getting worse, he recommend my mom to wear a pair of special super tight stockings which will cover her toes up to the thigh. And at night, she should rest her legs on some pillows while sleeping, to encourage the blood flow back to the heart. Well, that's something we didn't learn from the anat text book. Hee. We got the stockings from the pharmacy and it cost us RM80 per pair. Just wish that the trick work! ^.^

~My NeW DoMaIn NaMe~

2008-09-24T14:16:00.004+08:00

I've change my blog address from esther-starry13.blogspot.com to estherleow.com. Actually I never thought of changing it, but since my brother INSISTED in sponsoring the domain name for me, so why not? It's free! Hehe. He said my blog address too hard to remember, so he sponsored me estherleow.com, how easy? How cool?

Notice the banner at the side bar there? See Surf7 network? Ya, that's my bro's company. He do web hosting, domain registration etc. If you wish to have your own domain name, feel free to contact him. If I'm not wrong, it's around RM38 per year. If your blog traffic is high, he maybe will consider in sponsoring your domain name for you!

He is also a blogger. His blog is more like a travel blog. I've linked his blog in my blogroll, just click on it and have a short visit.

Since I'm advertising about him, so it won't feel complete if I don't write this. My brother is still SINGLE!!! He's 28, handsome, tall, humorous, financially stable (own a company), straight (ya, he likes girls only), adventurous, and have a nice sister (*wink*)! You must be wondering a guy so good why still single? He said that his "jodoh" has not come yet. Who knows you are the girl that he's searching for? And he's the one you're searching for? To all the girls out there, DON'T MISS THIS CHANCE! Hehe.

Okay, my job is done here, the rest is up to you and him! Good luck! ^.^

~MeLaKa TrIp (02.09.08)~

2008-09-18T11:05:00.005+08:00

During my stay in Seremban, we went to Malacca for a short one day trip. It was not really a planned trip. So, eventually, we ended up visiting the Zoo Melaka, chicken rice ball shop and my aunty's house.

Honestly speaking, I never been to a zoo before. Maybe I had, but I can't recall any of it. When we reach Zoo Melaka, it was around 2pm, the sun was right on top of our head. Fu Yew was very reluctant in bringing me there. The reasons were, first, he already been to the zoo for few times, secondly, IT WAS SUPER HOT!! But since I insisted and he thought it will be nice to fulfil my childhood dream, so we went in. Yippee!!! Hehe.

Zoo Melaka, here we come!!!

The parrot look nicer in life compare to in photo. The colours were very bright!

Hallo Mr. Owl, I'm here to visit you! Hee.

This is the effect of asking my bf to smile when he don't feel like to. But he's just too cute! Hehe.

It's show time! The parrots and the orang utan are seriously amazingly clever!

After watching the show, we're too lazy to walk, so we took the train (I don't know what is it call, since it's long, so I called it as a train).

I'm wondering, can I ride on a giraffe?

Mouse + Monkey + White parrot at the back. Hee.

There were so many other animals there, and I'm so hyped up to see them life until I forgot to take their pictures. Hehe. Sadly, we didn't have the chance to see the king of the jungle. They only have a lioness. Laugh at me as you wish, but I really enjoyed the zoo! Oo oo, ee ee, aa aa! Hehe.

After that, we proceed to Jonker Walk to eat the famous Malacca Chicken Rice Ball!

We finished nearly 30 rice balls with a whole plate of chicken! Yum Yum!

Following that, we paid a visit to my second aunty which stay near the Masjid Tengkera. So happy to see my nieces, Elijah and Emily, growing up so fast, they are so cute!! It was a very short visit. Maybe due to the heat, both of us felt kinda heavy head, so we headed back to Seremban before the night falls.

P/s: Sometimes I quite pity my bf for having such a stubborn gf! Hehe.

~ReDaNg TrIp (09.09.08 - 12.09.08)~

2008-09-16T13:13:00.011+08:00

It was a long waiting trip. We've planned this for quite some time and we've realised it! We've set our foot on this pretty island, we've got our Open Water Diving license! No words can describe our excitement! So, let the pics do the job.

In flight, from LCCT to Kuala Terengganu. Thanks to Fu Yew's dad for sending us to the airport. We have to wake up at 4am to catch the flight. Our eyebags tell everything. Huhu.

At Shahbandar Jetty. The sea there was quite polluted though. Joon Keat and Soo in front of us.

After around 1.5 hours of dizzy boat ride, we're reaching the Redang Island. The building in view is the Laguna Resort. Nice isn't it?

Here is where we stayed - the Redang Beach Resort. The buildings are within the sea of coconut trees. It's situated just beside to the Laguna Resort. They share the same stretch of beach.

We're going to reach soon! Yeay!! ^.^

After we checked in, we straight away reported ourselves at the Dive Center.

On the first day, we had 3 theory classes and one shore dive (which replaces the original confined water diving because they don't have swimming pool in the resort). I will never forget my first shore dive experience. I even wore my wet suit terbalik. I never knew that the zip should be at the back. Lol. After done setting up all the equipments, we'll have to carry everything to the shore. My goodness, the oxygen tank was SUPER HEAVY! I nearly fell on my back when I tried stood up. No choice, we have to carry everything by ourselves.

Once we got ourselves into the sea, the buoyancy did the job, we can't feel the heavy tank anymore! Hehe! Without wasting time, the instructor, Mr Bryan, had us practice all sorts of diving skills until we can master them all. Then we went for a short swim around the corals. Honestly, this is the first time I see the corals live with my own eyes, I never went snorkeling before, so I was really hyped up in the water. Hehe. Diving makes me feel like a fish!

After our lessons, we kicked back and relax on the beach. Lying on the wooden bench, drinking fresh coconut water (or coke), enjoying the sound of the wave hitting on the shore, ahhhhh... So nice!

More More Tea Inn, the small hut that become famous. Thanks to Sammy Cheng and Richie Ren. It's the sounvenir shop of Laguna Resort. It even look nicer at night.

The next day, before our lessons start, we went to climb a small rocky hill by the shore. This is the view of the island from where we stood.

On the top of the hill!

Corals!!

On the 2nd day, we finished off all the theory lessons and had 2 shore dives. The morning dive is really not kidding! There were jelly fish everywhere! Can't really enjoy the dive though, cause we've to keep on dodging from the jelly fish. Fu Yew got stung by one of the loose tentacles I think. He felt a burning pain around his mouth during the dive. Pity him... But we also saw some pretty creatures down there, like Nemo and his family, stingray, and so on. The underwater life is simply wonderful!

Another relaxing evening after diving.

We found this creative works of one of the tourist at the shore. He collected the dead corals and turn them into art pieces. He really has a pair gifted hand!
It's a turtle I guess.

This one it's a lion, right?

He just can't keep his eyes off those bikini girls. Who ask me to agree to come to this trip? Lol.

Redang @ night.

On the third day, we had 2 boat dives. During which we have to first take a speed boat to get to our dive site, then we have to backroll into the water. It's more challenging than before as we only need to walk into the sea during shore dives. The first site is at Pulau Kerangga. The deepest depth we went was 16m. This time, we saw a very large stingray resting beneath the rock, 3 baby sharks, 3 batfish (which kept following us wherever we go) and numerous school of pretty fish. It was one of the greatest experience in my life! In the afternoon we had our 2nd boat dive at the Black Corals Garden. There was current here, we kept on drifting along with the current during the whole dive. Due to my poor navigation in the water, I was brought by the current and bang into the corals. Huhu. Luckily the corals are soft one, no serious injuries to me and the corals. What an experience. We went as deep as 18m during this dive.

Ice kacang after the dive, perfect! It cost RM4 though...

By the way, we saw Lee Wan Wah that evening! He was walking pass us while we were lying on the bench. But sadly, we didn't bring camera... Huhu. His body is damn fit ok? Phewiittt!! Lol...

My tattoo! I think this is the most expensive rose Fu Yew had ever gave me. Hehe. Happy 9th Monthiversary!!

The last morning at Redang, I insisted in waking up early to watch sunrise. See how much my dear sacrifice for me? His eyes were only half opened! Lol.

Before the sun rise. Pulau Lima in view.

Yeay! At last, the sun has risen! It was really very nice! I just love nature sooooo much!

Bye bye Redang! We'll come back one day!

Special thanks to Mr. Bryan Wong for all your teaching. We really appreciate it very much. Thank you so much!

P/s: Looking forward for our next dive together, my dear! Hehe.

~MeEt ThE PaReNTs~

2008-08-30T18:15:00.003+08:00

Hello friends! Guess where am I now? Ya, I'm in Malaysia. But I'm not in Butterworth, I'm in Seremban now. Why am I here? I'm here to meet the parents! Fu Yew was at my place last week, now is my turn to meet his parents. Today is the 4th day in Seremban, so far ok I think. His family is very friendly. His dad is humorous, his mom is friendly and a great cook (she's a penangite too!), his sister is very funny and his brother is a bit quiet but when he opens his mouth, he'll make sure you'll laugh your heart out. Lol.

Just that sometimes there are some language barrier, because Fu Yew speaks Hakka with his cousins and dad. Luckily, among his siblings and mom, they speak Hokkien, which is my mother tongue. I'll try my best to learn Hakka after this, in order to break the barrier!

Seremban's food is ok lah, but Penang food is still the best! Hehe. But I haven't try the Seremban Sao Pao yet. I'll write a blog specially on the food I've tasted during this holiday after this.

Fu Yew is so caring. He always makes sure I'm comfortable all the time. Hopefully I'll give a good impression to his family and friends lar. I know he'll always be by my side to support me! Hee. Wish me luck my friends!

P/S: I'll be away from Butterworth until 15th September.

~MBBS PhAsE OnE StAgE OnE~

2008-08-26T12:15:00.003+08:00

I officially announce, I've completed my first year MBBS Phase I Stage I. I got all pass and Anatomy with distinction. It was really a surprise distinction for me. Never thought that my weakest subject is the only subject that bring a D for me in the examination. Thank god for everything and thanks to my friends and family for wishing me before the exam. I'm really grateful that my housemates and I can proceed into 2nd year smoothly! Let's enjoy the holiday for the moment!!! ^.^

~HoMe SwEeT HoMe~

2008-08-23T23:57:00.003+08:00

I'm back in Butterworth, Penang, Malaysia!!! It has been nearly one year since I left for India. Watching the route of the flight from Colombo to Kuala Lumpur in the aeroplane is the greatest entertainment of all! It's super excited when walking out from the arrival hall and saw my dad waiting outside for me! I wanna hug him, but he refuse... Same old conservative dad. Lol.

But one sad thing is that, when I reach my home, there's no one in the house, other than my aunty. Where did they all go? My mom went to visit perkampungan orang asli at Cameron Highlands; my eldest brother, Ben, went out for an appointment; my second brother was working... Very dissapointed indeed. Haih...

Anyway, I'm still happy being back at home! Hehe!

Now, here's my new Malaysia number : +60176127250

Happy holidays everyone! ^.^

~FiRsT UnIvErSiTy ExAmInAtIoN In My LiFe~

2008-08-13T18:29:00.005+08:00

Yeay!! I've finish the last theory paper today! Now I'm half done with the examinations! After this, we'll be left with practicals, which will start on next Monday (18th August 2008). I think by that time, someone may already reach his home sweet home... Leaving me all alone here, sitting for the stressful exams! Huhu...

I would like to write down what I've done in the past weeks, which I've never did before in my life. Try to look at my schedule before the examinations start:

MONDAY - SUNDAY
8am Wake up, breakfast
9am Study
12pm Lunch time and nap
2pm Resume study
7pm Dinner
8pm Resume study
1am Bedtime

Of course, one should have very high discipline to follow a schedule like that. And if one can follow a schedule like that, the person sure can finish all the subjects' portion before exams starts. Discipline, I really have problem with that. Sometimes I woke up at 9am, sometimes I day dream during studying, sometimes I slept earlier than 12am and for all these, I'd suffered from burning the midnight oil every night during the exam. It was super stress! But luckily I got through it. I'm still alive no? Thx to Fu Yew's patient. I kept throwing tantrum at him, but he'll 'tam' me no matter what. Hee. Sorry my dear... I really feel guilty for it... Forgive me please? >_<

Now, for overview of the papers:
Anatomy: Paper 1 was okok lah, but not enough time, cause got 2 histo slides to draw, WTH? The testis I drew only got outline, no spermatozoa inside. Maybe i should write at the bottom there "This person is infertile.". Paper 2 was tough.

Physiology: Paper 1 the questions were quite unexpected. Thought they will ask a lot of physiological basis questions, who knows only got 2, and I don't know how to answer. Paper 2 was SUPER TOUGH!

Biochemistry: Paper 1, although there was only 1 page of questions, but still don't have enough time to answer. Paper 2 was tricky, hopefully I didn't get tricked by Dr. Ullas Kamath this time. Hee.

Hopefully everyone can pass in all the papers lah. Now it's time to get prepare for the practicals! Aja!

p/s to Fu Yew: Men are from Mars, women are from Venus. Thanks for drying up my tears with your warmth. I love you! ^.^

~UniS~

2008-07-26T10:49:00.004+08:00

University Examination is getting closer and closer, and I'm getting more and more lazy... And more and more stress... My pimples all popped up already... How lar? Huhu... Everday study also didn't reach the targeted portion... Arghhhhh!!! I just wanna say, I'M STRESS!!!

Countdown To University Examination

~SuPreMo BaLL 2008~

2008-07-21T00:45:00.002+08:00

Strictly speaking, this was the first ball I've ever attended in my whole life. Never really dress up for a ball before. So I was really hoping that I won't overdo myself nor under dress for the function. I don't want to embarrass my date. I wan't him to feel proud with me walking by his side. This is my date aka my boyfried and me.

Thanks to Izzati, Nad and Anis for accompanying me to Udupi to buy my shoes. Thanks to the aunty in Profile Beauty Parlor for doing my hair for me. (She is also the one that perm my hair last time. |||-_- But this time she did a good job.) Must not forget, thanks to Lyvia, Ming Yin, Saou Saou, Chea Fann, Phei Woon and the gang for doing the make up for me. I really appreciate it! Last but not least, to Fu Yew, who had patiently waited for me to done with the make up, which took nearly 1 hour. Thanks for your patience my dear, and sorry for being late. Hehe...

The night started off with speeches and a series of performances. After the dinner break, it continued with award giving ceremonies and lastly band performance and dances. Of course, this is also the first time I dance with my boyfriend. I was kind of waiting for this moment. Dancing with your dream guy, which girl doesn't wish for that? Although the dancefloor was also filled with people busy taking pictures, but when he put his hands around my waist, it was only me and him. It was really like a dream come true, feel like i'm living in the fairy tale! Haha!

Thanks again my dear for giving me such a great time at the ball. Thanks for the roses and the dance, you make my night perfect! ^.^

p/s: I'm definitely going to learn how to make up after this! Cannot always depending on others, right? Hehe...

~EnD oF 4th BLoCk~

2008-07-17T23:52:00.012+08:00

Yahooooo!!! I've finish block 4 of first year MBBS!! Officially done! It's nearly one year I'm here. So I'm going to post a series of photos right from the first day I set my foot in India till now. If you guys got view my Friendster profile, I believe you've seen them before. Just scroll down and see whether you're in it or not. Enjoy!

When I first set my foot in India. With Anis.

Charity run.

First visit to Endpoint.

First time ride bus in India. Blur.

First visit to Malpe Beach.

Intercollege volleyball team.

Intercollege badminton team.

Interbatch basketball team.

JPA students. At MAHE building.

During my birthday. With Eddy.

Foodfest. With Izzati.

Interact Hall 2d. Where I spent one year in here, learning how to become a good doctor.

My dear, playing guitar.

With my beloved housemates, during Annual Dinner 2007.

Batch 21 during Annual Dinner 2007.

Fu Yew, Joon Keat, Yu Wei & Samuel, at a christmas party.

Table 6. With our table lecturers.

With Lyvia & Saou Saou during Lyvia's birthday.

With the greatest gift in my life, I'm going to appreciate him with my whole life! ^.^

Thank you guys for accompany me through all the ups and downs during this first year of MBBS, sorry for anything I've done wrong or hurt your feeling, please forgive me. Wish all of us will do well in our future! Let's work hard together! Aja!!! ^.^

~ONe StEp CLoSeR~

2008-07-14T20:18:00.005+08:00

It's one step closer towards our dream vacation! Thanks to my beloved brother, Ben, for booking the flight tickets for us. Hehe. REDANG, WE ARE COMING!!! ^.^

~LoBsTeR~

2008-07-11T02:24:00.005+08:00

Fu Yew bought a lobster from the fish market during his lunch break today! It was an accident finding, but that's only one. Maybe the lobster was separated from its fellow friends, and was lost on its way home, and eventually ended up in the fisherman's net. Awww, pity fellow... But don't worry, we were very happy to find you! Lol... The lobster only cost Fu Yew Rs50. Both of us never cook lobster before, so, Fu Yew just gave a shot. He cook it (or can say grill it) with butter and garlic. Hmmmm~~ The smell was so nice! The lobster was not very big though, but trust me, the flesh was damn nice!! So fresh, so tender, the smell still linger in my mouth... One is really not enough for both of us! But sadly we forgot to take the photo of the lobster after we cook it. We were so anxious in trying the lobster. The dinner tonight was superb! Hee...

Okay now, wipe off the saliva. ^.^

~NeW BaG~

2008-07-06T15:44:00.003+08:00

I bought a new bag! Hee... That's it. Nothing much actually. Shopping in the midst of exam stress together with Fu Yew. However, shopping in Manipal can be very frustrating sometimes. For example, both of us saw few pairs of shoes in the Factory Outlet store. We like those shoes a lot! We were so hyped up! But it didn't last long. When we ask the salesman for our sizes, he said that this was the last pair, no more sizes. This situation apply to all the other shoes we chose that day. I just can't believe it, such a big store, but all the shoes only left one pair. The feeling of can't lay our hand on the things we like, just imagine that, how frustated it is!! This may be the last time I shop with Fu Yew in Manipal, India. I really can't wait to fly back to Malaysia and really go shopping with him in all those newly opened shopping complexes. Muahahahahaha! I miss Malaysia's shopping complexes...

My new sling bag.

~TeArS~

2008-06-22T18:03:00.003+08:00

I'm a crying baby. I admit that. Tears flow down my cheeks very easily. I'll cry for a sad movie. I'll cry for a touching scene. I'll cry for the dead. I'll cry for anger. I'll cry for happiness. I'll cry for stress. I'll cry for a nightmare. I'll cry for heartache. I'll cry for super spicy food. I'll cry most often for the one I love. When he said "I love you", tears of joy filled my eyes. When I dreamt that something bad happen to us, I would wake up and cry my lungs out. When I think that we'll going to be separated for almost 1 and a half years, my heart weeps. But overall, he brings lots more of happiness than sadness to me. That's why I love him so much. I'm not strong, but I'm not weak too, at least I'm dare to express my feelings. Recent evidence suggests that the tears produced by emotional crying may be a way that the body disposes of toxic substances. Then my body must be super intoxicated! A good cry will make me feel much better afterwards. So, when you feel like crying, just do it! This is recommended by an experienced person, that's me! No matter what, I wish everyone around me will happy always. Because that's also a source of happiness for me! ^.^

“Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it.”~ Albert Smith quotes

~HapPy BiRtHdAy! HapPy MoNtHivErSaRy!~

2008-06-13T13:18:00.004+08:00

Past few days were busy days... Few important events were lining up one after another! First is Daniel's wedding (8th June), then is my mom's birthday (10th June), follow up is my dear Fu Yew's birthday (11th June), next is our 6th monthiversary (12th June)! All were happy days! Heeee...

I wasn't able to attend the first 2 events. Hence, I can only wish them through mails. Hope that my mom will be happy with the card I sent her lar! Wish my mom will happy always, healthy always, pretty always and I love you always! LONG LIVE AGNES!! ^.^

Up next is one of the most important event of the year--- Fu Yew's 21st Birthday! Hee... As a girlfriend, of course I wanted to give him the best birthday ever! So, JK and me planned to organize a BBQ party for him. This is the first time I organize a birthday party for someone, especially the one I love. Fuuyoh, it's really not that easy, noob organizer maa... Haha. Have to prepare all the food and settings. Luckily got JK, Soo and Samuel (the FIRE-MAN) to help me out. If not, the party will be impossible! Thanks guys, it was quite a successful one! Keke... BBQ in the middle of a cold, windy, rainy night is really something unique. Sitting beside the fire, can feel the warmth from inside out! Hehe... Thanks to all the guests that attend also, it won't be a party without you all! But sadly we forgot to take pictures... No matter what, all those happy moments will always remain in my mind. The most important thing is, I just wish that Fu Yew really enjoyed the party, all these are for him, nothing is more important than his feeling! Hee... Enjoy ma, dear?

The next day is our 6th monthiversary! Without realising it, we've been together for 6 months! Recapturing all the things we've done together, my gosh, that was a lot!! Really appreciate all the moments we've spent together. Recapture the moments dated 6 months back, the night when we confessed to each other, the fireworks and the roses, oh, the feeling is sooooo sweet... Still can feel it deep inside me. Thank you so much for bringing rainbow into my life, hopes and also happiness. I will repay you with all my heart and pour all my love on you. Although it was just a simple dinner last night, but as long as we were together, no matter what, when or where, I will also feel happy always! I love you, my darling Duu! Muahhx!!

~I do I do~

2008-06-07T19:54:00.007+08:00

This blog is specially dedicated to my beloved second brother, Daniel, and his fiancee, May Hui. They are getting marry tommorrow!!! Tonight is going to be his last night of being a bachelor! Can't believe that my super naughty, funny brother is getting marry first! Haha... Sorry Ben, no means to perli you. Keke... Whatever it is, this must be one of the happiest moment in our family for all these years!

I'm so happy for both of them. After been through all the ups and downs for so many years, at last, they are getting together forever! Congrates! Congrates! After all these years of "hardwork", at last, they are getting what they wish for! Haha! Congrates again! *wink* I'm going to have a sister in law! As you all know, I don't have a sister, having a sister in law means so much to me! Welcome to the family, May Hooi! I'll make sure everyone treat you well after this, especially my naughty brother, your beloved husband! Keke...

My house must be very busy and crowded now. I just wish I can be part of the wedding, helping out my mom in preparing the last bachelor party for Daniel, meeting with all the relatives who I haven't meet for a long time. I already missed their engagement dinner last time, now I'm going to miss their wedding some more... What a bad sister I am... Huhu... Nevermind, although I'm far in India, but my wishes and blessings will be there for both of you! Congratulations and wish both of you happy together forever, my beloved brother and sister in law! ^.^

For more wedding pictures of Daniel and May Hooi, please visit www.mywedding.com/danielmayhui

~FoOd FiEsTa~

2008-05-18T21:26:00.004+08:00

After Block III Examinations, Fu Yew and me spend the whole weekend together cooking some food that I miss sooooo much! It was a wonderFULL weekend! Heeeee...

1st up is the Japanese Sushi! Still remember the sandwich-like sushi that Fu Yew made for me before? But this time, the sushi is more sushi-like. Keke! He brought back few packets of Japanese seaweed after his holiday last time and also his mom's Sushi rice recipes. After spending the whole evening preparing, at last... TADAA!!

Not bad ler? Of course, there's no salmon, cavier, unagi, tempura or any of those u can find in normal Japanese restaurant. Instead, we replace all these things with cucumber, carrots, eggs and sausages (ham will do also, but we forgot to buy that). Yum yum! Oiishi!!!

Up next is my favourite Penang Hokkien Mee (or Prawn Mee)!!! When we wanna cook this, I tell myself it must be tasty, cannot sia sui (memalukan) my mom! Haha! I really miss the times when my mom was a hawker, selling all kinds of my favourite mee... Hokkien Mee, Curry Mee, Koay Teow Soup, Loh Mee, Jawa Mee etc etc, you name it, my mom will cook it! Hee... I'm proud of my mom! ^.^ Okok, back to the topic. It's not my mom cooking, it's me, her daughter, and her daughter's boyfriend, Fu Yew, cooking! We went to fish market at Udupi early in the morning to buy all those ingredients we needed, came back straight start preparing. Called my mom for some tips, check online for recipes etc etc.. It took us around 6 hours to prepare a pot of Hokkien Mee! And at last.... TADAAAA!!!

Wonder how it tasted? It was DE-LI-CIOUS!! Although it didn't taste as good as my mom's, but it taste like Hokkien Mee! Haha! For first timer like us, we were very satisfied! Hee... The only thing that make the soup lack a bit is that we don't have chili boh, the chili we always add into the soup before eating, so the soup was a little bit not enough spicy. But I'm loving it! We're loving it! Hee... Thank you so much my dear for making all these possible! Thank you!! Love you!!!

~My PiTy HaiR~

2008-05-18T18:29:00.005+08:00

My hair is growing longer and straighter. I'm bored. Wanna do something new to my hair after Block III Examinations. I went to the local beauty parlor + hair saloon, and showed the aunty I want my hair to look like this:

Me: "Madam, I don't want small small curls one, I want wavy wavy, big curls one, ok?"
Tempe Aunty: "OK! No problem!"
So, I decided to trust them for once. After 4 hours of waiting, this is what I got.

Ok, you may say it doesn't look that bad, ok what... This is when my hair is still wet, try to take a look when my hair is dry!

It looks like dry grass! I wanna burn it!!! Huhu... T_T
I'm totally dissapointed with the result... Very very dissapointed + angry too... But what to do? What've done is done, except I cut all those curls away lor... What a stupid decision it'll be, cause the hair cost me Rs2000!!! Huhu... I want my old hair back... Huhu...
I'm trying my best to save my hair now, using shampoo for damaged hair, using conditioner, apply dunno what cream on my hair after bath... Hopefully my hair can be revived.

Moral of the story: DON'T EVER TRY MANIPAL'S HAIR SALOON! YOU'LL REGRET!!!

~Randomly...~

2008-04-27T20:21:00.003+08:00

Long time didn't write anything in here dy, feel like crapping something in the midst of the exam stress... Ya, I'm having Block III Exam very soon, which will be starting errr... TOMMORROW!!! So fast... After this we'll begin our Block IV, then is the ultimate U ---> UNIVERSITY EXAMINATION!! wow... scary man...

I miss Malaysia... I miss my home... I miss my family... I miss my friends... I miss Penang's DELICOUS FOOD!!! Few more months to go, then I'll be able to step my foot on my homeground! Lotsa planning for the holiday! Thinking about the holiday planning cheers me up a lot. Heee... Can't wait to spend my holiday together with Fu Yew! Redang... Penang... Seremban... It's time to meet the parents!! Haha! I know he's quite nervous whenever we talk about it. Me too... Nervous in meeting his parents, sister, brother and the dogs! *sweat*! Hehe... Btw, the original planning of not going back for 2.5 years is totally not going to work out for me!!! Lol...

One more important thing I'm going to miss is --- Daniel's wedding!!! Huhu... Yeah, my second brother is going to get marry soon, REAL SOON! It's on 8th June 2008... I'd missed their registration dinner, now I'm going to miss their wedding... Haiz... I like wedding ceremony a lot! Got lovely dress to wear, got sumptious feast, all the relatives get to gather around, and the most important thing is able to witness the lovely couple getting married!!! I'm so sorry that I'm not able to attend the wedding, my dear bro. Hope that everything will proceed smoothly. I'll claim my dinner and angpow from you when I'm back, k? Don't you wish you can runaway with it! Heeee! CONGRATULATIONS TO DANIEL & MAY HOOI!!! Wish you two happily ever after! (Or should I say 3? Including my future niece/nephew i mean... Keke...)

Ok, I think it's time to get back to work... Wish me luck my friends! ^.^

p/s: To my beloved Fu Yew, get well soon and don't fall sick again k? Muahhh!! Kiss of recovery! ^.^

~SwImMiNg - DiViNg~

2008-03-28T13:23:00.003+08:00

One of the biggest achievement in my life is ---> I've learnt how to swim today!!!

It all started when FuYew read nicolekiss.blogspot.com. One of the post shows that Nicole went to Sipadan to get her open water diving license. The place is superb and it's definitely a diving heaven for the divers! Okay, back to the point. It has been Fu Yew's dream to get an open water diving license since god knows when. Reading that blog make his heart burning with desire to get the license as soon as possible! And he wishes that I'll take this license together with him.

Now, my part of the story. Since my eldest brother - Benjamin is a diver himself and he always tells me about his magnificient diving trips everytime after he came back, I am kind of attracted to this sport also (it's a watersport I assume? Isn't it? Hee...). But what's keeping me from taking the license till now? There are 2 major problems...
1) I'm totally lack of Vitamin M to take the license, it will cost me around RM1000++.
2) I don't know how to SWIM!!!

You may wonder, diving is underwater one ma, why need to know how to swim ler? You tell me about that. But it's one of the test we have to pass in order to get the license (according to Fu Yew's research), we have to swim for 200m. *sweat*. Fu Yew is so semangat and really want to fulfill his dream this time! He also want to take this license together with me! Me too, I also wish that we can take the license together, so that there's one more activity we can do during our dates! Lol!

The next day we went to Valley View Hotel's swimming pool. It was very difficult at first, I kept on drinking the pool water and my nose is filled with the chlorinated water! Arghh... I just can't held my head up to breath when I swim! It's like my body parts won't synchronise with each other! If i kick harder then I can't held my head up; if I held up my head then I'll sink! Huhu... I was so envious when looking at Kit Sze, she can swim so naturally and relaxing! All those failures were really challenging Fu Yew's and my patience! Luckily he didn't give up on me, step by step, he teaches me how to breath, then how my hand should move, how I'm going to kick my leg and keep my balance etc... After numerous attempts, at last, I can swim on my own!!! You can't believe how happy I was at that time! I think my tutor was happier than me, right? But there are still a lot of room for improvements, I still can't really swim very far and sometimes I still panic and lost my breath. I will practice more after this! Heeeee... Swimming, I'm conquering you very soon!! Muahahaha!

As for the no. 1 problem, I will try my best to save as much Indian Rupees as possible! Don't worry k my dear, I won't let you down! Heee...

So, I would like to take this chance to say:"Thank you sooooo much my dear for your patience and teaching me how to swim! In fact, you are the first one who success in doing this! Heeee! You are great! Let's fulfill this dream together!!" ^.^

p/s: Hey bro, my no.1 prob, you can help me to solve it, right? Kekeke...

~NeW SeM~

2008-03-07T01:39:00.002+08:00

My second semester of medic life had started 4 days back... Same old Anatomy, Physiology & Biochemistry... My first ever University Exam in 5 months time... Scary man... There are oso some new things n news oso... We got our 2nd block exam results... Dissection table list was out... New timetable... New lecturers... New hostel... Thank god my 2nd block results didn't drop! Got 3D summore!!! Not dat i wanna boast or wat, just dat am really happy, this is the first time i got all 3D! heee... New dissection table, with unfamiliar cadaver n new dissection mates... Yeah, i got into the so called "prosectors table"... Dunno whether is lucky or unlucky... But wut i'm sure is more pressure drops on me after dat! Huhu... But still, it hasn't wake up the hardworking senses inside me, still laze around as usual... Lol...

So far classes are ok... The only thing dat make me not ok now is dat i'm missing my boyfriend sooooo damn much!! Huhu... FuYew has went back to M'sia for his sem holiday last Friday... Miss him more each day since the day he left India... There won't be enough of messages or calls or skype hours to compensate my feelings... Miss being at his side... Some people say, sometimes separate (in the sense of distance) for a while is good for a couple... Yeah, maybe... Cause i really realise how much i miss him when he's not by my side, i should appreciate each and every moment together wif him, cause every second is precious! Now he only goes bec for 19 days, how will i survive when he goes bec to Malacca to further his studies?? At that time, we will oni meet each other once every half year! Huhu... So, from now on, I will spend each second together with him to the fullest!!! I love you so much, my dear! Waiting for you to come back oh! ^.^

P/s: To my dear FuYew and his family: Wish you all have a safe n happy trip to Bangkok tomorrow! Enjoy to the fullest!

Countdown To The Day My Dear Fu Yew Come Back To Manipal

~KeRaLa TrIp (24th - 29th Feb 2008)~

2008-03-01T01:32:00.013+08:00

Fu Yew and I went to Kerala after he finished his University Examination on 24th February. We had planned this for quite some time, looking forward to this trip eagerly, cos both of us nvr been to Kerala before, n this time will be kinda like backpack holiday! Heee...

Hurmmm... Before I proceed further, it's better i give you all a short background info about Kerala. Kerala is one of the state in India, like Karnataka. It's situated at the southwest part of India. Places we visited in Kerala are Fort Cochin, Ernakulum, Allepey and Vypeen Island.

The night we started our journey... (24.02.08)
First time carrying a backpack, extra excited! Hahaha...

11 hours of train journey (Udupi-Ernakulum Junction)... A/c compartment... But still, very tiring... huhu...

2nd day - Fort Cochin (25.02.08)
We reach Ernakulum at 10 smth in the morning. Then we have to take a ferry from Ernakulum to Fort Cochin.

Main Jetty at Ernakulum. Ticket per person oni Rs2.5.

YewYew n me on board! Heeee... He was very tired that day, accumulated tiredness, kesian...

New hat for me... The weather was very hot...

Chinese fishing net, one of the must-see in Fort Cochin.

A very nice n windy place to rest, they sell fresh fruit juices here. We saw dolphin while relaxing under the shade. The feeling is great! Heee...

Fort Cochin was previously colonised by British - Portuguese - Dutch, hence there are a lot of churches here, most of the people here are christians too. This is Santa Cruz Basilica Church, one of the most beautiful we've saw.

This is my first leather bag, and it only cost me Rs150... Haha...

Kathakali, story play in Indian language. |||-_-

Kathakali, it almost like our Chinese Opera, just dat, i dun understand a single word they are singing... lol... To me, the make up is quite scary though... Sorry to say, din really enjoy the show. Heee...

Candlelight dinner after the show, this is my first ever candlelight dinner, the ambience quite romantic though, just dat both of us are a bit tired from the day's trip and Kathakali show...

Keralan Food, it taste superb! Their main attraction are seafood, and they like to cook their food wif coconut. At first i was quite reluctant to taste, but to my surprise, i fell in love with Keralan food after the first bite! It's D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!

Edelwiss Homestay, we stayed here for the night, it only cost us Rs500. But the experience was scary! Huhu... Fu Yew heard some noises in the middle of the night, when he opened his eyes, he saw a head outside the window beside me! Fu Yew was shocked, when he sat up, the head dissapears. I was awake dy dat time, Fu Yew went near to the window and saw a silhoutte jump down from our window (our room is at 1st floor)Was it a human? Or it's a ghost?? The whole nite we can't sleep... Switch on the light n stare at the ceiling... The next morning, when we checked the windows, there were a pair of finger prints there... so, it was a human? hope so...

3rd day - Allepey (26.02.08)
After we left the scary homestay early in the morning, we took ferry back to Ernakulum to take a bus from the bus station to Allepey. The journey took us around 1.5 hours. Allepey's main attraction is it's backwaters and of course HOUSEBOATS!!! After getting sum helps from the tourist information centre, we set our foot on our very own houseboat!! the whole tour cost us Rs5000, but we both think that it worth each n every rupees. The houseboat comes with one AC bedroom, kitchen, 1 captain, 1 cook, and our 3 meals are included into the package!

YewYew enjoying the environment... Gud for our soul after a scary nite! Haha...

It's so relaxing... With the soft winds hitting on ur face, greenish environment, unpoluted air... Ahhhh... Feel like reborn! Haha...

This is our captain, George, a friendly man with great fishing skill!

Kerala backwaters... Must not missed it!

Fresh tiger prawns! 1kg Rs900... We bought half kg from the shop at the bank. Yum Yum! heee...

Drifting tru the village area, only small houseboats like ours can enter.

Thx dear for bringing me to this superb trip! Luv u!

Fishing in the evening. George park our boat by the bank.

This is the 10th fish George got i think... But YewYew n me still 0... Huhu...

Fishing on the boat, watching sunset together... No words can describe our feelings!

This is our dinner, cooked by our cook Baboo... See the tiger prawns there? All the dishes tasted superb!! Although a bit spicy... Yum yum!! Heee...

4th & 5th day - Ernakulum
After checking out from the houseboat, we took a bus back to Ernakulum. We were kinda sad to leave the houseboat... When we reach Ernakulum, checked in hotel, then we found that there's nth much to do in Ernakulum... The only thing we did dat day is Ayurvedic Massage... But sadly, i din have the chance to enjoy it, cos they are lacked of female massager... Haih... Lucky YewYew, but he smelled oily after dat! ahahaha! He said it was really very comfortable n feel more relaxing after the massage.

The next day, we went to Vypeen Island. According to Lonely Planet (our 'bible' throughout the whole trip), there is an undeveloped, long stretched of white beach there, called Cherai Beach. We took ferry, then 30 min of auto ride to reach there (we were charged Rs500-to n fro). Nothing much there, but the view is really nice.

It's freaking hot... Cos we reach there at noon! huhu...

Guess which one is YewYew's leg? Lol... (Esther Leow loves Fu Yew)

At night, we had another authentic Keralan dinner at Frys Village Restaurant... Another good meal for sure! Heee... After that, we went to Ernakulum Junction train station, wait to board our train back to Udupi...

That's all about our Kerala Trip, I really do enjoy the trip! Although it's a bit tiring, but it's all worth it! Thx dear for everything! ^.^

~BaNgALoRe TrIp~

2008-02-21T12:40:00.020+08:00

This is going to be a photo blog, picture speaks a thousand words, right? So get ready. It was an unplanned journey. All of a sudden FuYew said let's go to Bangalore and stay there for 1 night. As i have nothing to do, so, proposal approved! haha... We left for Bangalore on the same night. 10 hours of bus trip... Trust me, it wasn't pleasant at all... Luckily I didn't vomit. When we reach Bangalore, it's adi 7.30am. After check in at Hotel Empire International, rest for a while, exploration begins!

1st Day
Lunch at KFC (half year din eat KFC dy! huhu...)

The Forum (Biggest shopping mall i've seen so far in India)

PVR Cinema waiting lounge for Europa Class

Movie tickets (We watch Enchanted, NICE!! Rs210 per ticket...*sweat*)

While waiting for the movie to start (no caramel popcorns... haih...)

A book from Landmark. Rs 252

A pair of lovey dovey cup. Believe it or not, it's FREE! Heee...

McD for teatime, Maharaja Mac, it's DELICIOUS!!

Dinner at Harima, Japanese Restaurant
Interior of Harima

"Oh... my... gosh...!!!" Fu Yew said.

Just take a look at the menu... It's in Indian Rupees
(Rs100 approximately around RM10)

While waiting for our food...

Unagi Donburi (5 stars)

I forgot the name of the dish, just noe it's non-halal... hehe... tasty!

Tempura sushi - cold on the outside, hot n crispy in the inside

This is the california roll... Looks diff rite?

Salmon sushi & Salmon cavier sushi...

Beef Teppanyaki, NICE!!!

Night view of Brigade Road...

Drinking alcohol while watching MU vs ARS... Ahhhh... Relax... (Dad, dun wori, it's just 4%)

2nd Day
It's SHOPPING TIME!!! YOooHOooo!!! There are sales everywhere at Brigade Road!

All stores are 3 or 4 stories...

There's an entertainment centre, called AMOEBA... They got BOWLING!!! Waaa... really long time din play bowling dy... although FuYew said he dun like to play bowling, cos he said he was lousy wor... BUT in the end, he beat me... haih... Esther Leow, lousy lar... Benji, Daniel, got challenger dy wor next time! hahaha...

On the top floor got arcade summore! they dun use token one, use swap card! yeng ler? Look back this photo oso feel so childish... Hahaha! Nvm, at least we had a gud time!

Look's who's childish too? Hahaha...

This is wut we got from the tickets we won in the arcade...

It's a surprise finding... Didn't noe there's a Hard Rock Cafe at Bangalore oso!

First time been in a Hard Rock Cafe, a bit excited! Lol...

A chilling drink after shopping for the whole day, ahhhh... refreshing!

Yeah!! Our first Hard Rock Cafe! heeee...

We can't have our dinner at TGI Fridays, so we had it at Ruby Tuesday... Same same lar... haha...

Nice setting eyh?

Last dinner at Bangalore... a bit sad... huhu...

Dish of the night! Pork rib! It's finger licking good!

That's ol about our Bangalore trip! Although we spent quite a lot of money, but i truly think it's worth it! Cos we shop a lot, and every meal is so sumptious! Really a relaxing and enjoying trip! Looking forward to our Kerala trip! Heeee... Hope u enjoyed the photos! ^.^

~My FiRsT VaLeNtINe'S DaY~

2008-02-19T19:53:00.006+08:00

This year, i celebrated the first valentine's day of my life, a very special, sweet and memorable valentine! Thinking back also make me smile, can feel the sweetness from the bottom of my heart! Heeee... Fu Yew will only finished his last theory paper of his university exam on the same day, haih... Nvm, at least he dun have paper the day after. Heee...
Till before we depart, i hav no idea at all where are we going to celebrate our first valentine together... Manipal is a small place, nth much... But FuYew got it all figured out, he brought me to Malpe Beach! A beach not far from Manipal... An unplanned but happy night!

We reach the beach around 6pm, so excited!! Heee...

Just on time for the beautiful sunset view, mesmerized...

Camel riding! First time in my life! It's slow but not dat steady, SYOK!!

My "white horse" prince and me. Hee...

After the camel riding... Wut an "adventure"! Lol...

Mocktail & Me...

Valentine's dinner with FuYew, luv ya forever!

My valentine's gift, love it!!! Thanks my dear!!! Muahh!!

~WeAtHeR In MaNiPaL~

2008-02-11T15:08:00.001+08:00

Lately, it is so hard for me to get up from the bed in the morning, the reason is, the weather's so cold and i just wanna wrap myself under the blanket and laze around... The weather in Manipal is turning freakin cold lately... I dunno the actual temperature, but it's almost as cold as in Cameron Highland... Even in the afternoon, although the sun is high up in the sky, but when the wind blows, it really send a chilling sensation down my backbone... grrrrrrrr... Yup, no doubt, i'm in manipal, it's in southern india... but it's really cold! the problem is, it hasn't rain for almost 3 months now... So, the weather can be considered as cold n dry. I have to apply lotion twice a day to avoid my skin to dry and peel off again... I begin to feel lucky that JPA din send me to 4 seasons countries... My tolerance level towards cold is really very very low... However, I like this cool weather lots! It really suits my holiday mood! Hehe...

Studying early in the morning with sweater on... Cold~~~

View of India from the balcony early in the morning...

Sunset View I

Sunset View II together with my dearest FuYew

Sunset View III (Zoom)

~HoLiDaY MaStErPiEcE II (PaRt TiMe HoUsEwiFe)~

2008-02-05T00:39:00.001+08:00

It's a bz day today! I woke up at 8.30am, after getting myself ready, i cycle to RT guys hostel to meet wif Kelvin, took an auto and headed toward our destination - UDUPI... I've ask Kelvin to accompany me today, cos i hav a 'big' dinner project ahead, and i dun wanna disturb FuYew who is bz preparing for his Unis, n he dun wanna let me to go there alone cos worried bout my safety...

After collecting our residential permit at the police station, we headed towards the Fish Market... This is the first time i set my foot at this place, Kelvin too, so both of us are quite curious n excited! Cos seafood is not sold in Manipal, here is our oni choice. Lotsa seafood are sold here (fish, prawns, lala, crabs etc) n i was shocked to c lobster at there too! I have to admit dat, luckily Kelvin was there to help out, cos he's more experienced in picking fresh fish den me! Paiseh, paiseh... Lol...

After that, we headed back to Manipal to buy vegetables, chicken and other things. Hurmm... You all must be curious what big dishes am i going to cook today, right? Ahahahaha... Actually nth much, just normal steam pomfret fish, cabbage soup n also stir-fried chili chicken (recipe taken from star's kuali). It took me whole evening (around 3 hours) to prepare everything... Really a amateur cook! Lol... N i really feel exhausted after came bec from the market n after cooking... Really salute all the housewives in the whole world (esp my mom!)! Heee...

FuYew is my "lab mouse", he has to eat everything i cooked! since the purpose of me cooking it's for him, so dat he won't waste time go out n eat, can concentrate more in his studies. So, no matter tasty or not, he has to finish them off! Lol... Personally, i think the soup is a bit salty, the steam fish is ok, but the chili chicken is a bit too spicy (FuYew like this dish the most, cos he loves to eat spicy food! Heee...), so got lotsa room to improve in the future! I ate a little during dinner, cos a bit too tired to eat, but so happy to see FuYew finish everything off! Heeee...

Full course

Stir-fried Chilli Chicken

Steam fish

P/s: Lesson learnt today is, NEVER EVER wash chilies (esp dried chilli) barehand!!! My hands burn like hell after preparing the dried chillies! Hav to put lotsa ice on my hands to prevent me from crying! Lol...

~HoLiDaY MasTeRPiEce I~

2008-02-04T18:13:00.001+08:00

Cooking is my hobby, so, i plan to learn to cook more dishes during this holiday! My mom must be proud to read this... Lol... Since i'm a beginner, no sifu - my mom around to teach me how to cook, so i have to rely on the internet sifu. Hee...
First masterpiece of this holiday is --- spaghetti & home-made mushroom soup! I got the recipes from allrecipes.com
Hurmm... the spaghetti is ok, but the mushroom soup a bit slack... N wut's the most enjoying thing is, this time got FuYew to help out! Heee... Cooking together, it's just so fun! He used the left over minced chicken meat to cook his own chicken balls! N trust me, it tasted very nice!!! Yum yum~~~ My bf is quite a gud cook too! Talented2... Hahaha... Kla, below are my first masterpiece of the holiday, for the recipes, can click the link below:
Pasta Sauce with Italian Sausage : http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Pasta-Sauce-with-Italian-Sausage/Detail.aspx
Creamy Mushroom Soup : http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Creamy-Mushroom-Soup/Detail.aspx

~BloCk II FIniSheD!!~

2008-02-02T16:55:00.001+08:00

Yeay!!! At last, I’ve finished my Block II Exam!! I’ve officially finish my first sem of medic school life! I’ve been in India for 5 months! Wow, time DOES fly! Now, all of us (Batch 21) are having our first Semester break, a 1 month break. First time, really can relax n enjoy myself after starting my medic student life here in Manipal!

Majority of my friends had went back to Malaysia for holiday, some because of homesick, some because of Chinese New Year. Others stay back in India, some went to North India Trip, some just stick around in Manipal and study! (Crazy eh? This is medic student…) Me? I’m staying back in Manipal, first, accompany FuYew until he finish his second year Uni Exam, in the mean time, I’ll try to rearrange my previous blocks notes, study a bit of anatomy (hopefully I’ll have the will n strength to pick up the book! Lol!). Then, we will be going to travel to Kerala together! Heee… After that, I will be seeing him go back to Malaysia for his 4th Sem holiday…… Haiz…

Besides ol dat, we’ll be celebrating Chinese New Year on 7th February. This is the first time I celebrate CNY without my family… No angpow, no delicious mom’s handmade CNY biscuits, no reunion dinner with them, no new year clothes, no gambling, no shandy, no friends n relatives to visit… Surely will miss my family A LOT! In fact, I’ve been missing them a bit more each day lately! First time feel so homesick, although I very seldom call back home, but I do remember them every moment… Thinking dat, whether my dad n mom are healthy onot? Is my mom still owes bz with her church activities? Is my dad still that handsome? Does my big bro Ben got girlfriend dy onot? Does he owes accompany my mom in the house? How is my second bro Daniel and his fiancée May? Will they wait for me to come back from India baru get married? Tahan ek brother! Hee… How about the new house they’ve bought? Already finished building? My ah pek, ah mm, Kelvin, Frankie, ah so, Lawrence summore, are they healthy also? Hurmm… Please do take care oh my dear family! Forget me not! I miss u ol A LOT!! Don’t worry about me, I will take care of myself, even Fu Yew also will take gud care of me! Hee… I’ll be having my first oversea reunion dinner with him n other frens.

Lastly, just wanna wish everyone HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! Enjoy as much as u can wor!! N pls do take gud care of yourself too at the same time! ^.^

p/s: NFY, dun u ever get disappeared like today again! I was worried like hell… I really realized how much I care n love you! Pls dun ever do dat again… T_T

~ArGhHhHhH~

2008-01-16T01:44:00.003+08:00

I'm sick of myself for owes getting sick!!!

Acute gastritis -> Acute abdomen pain -> Admitted into hospital -> Discharge from the hospital without knowing the cause of my abdomen pain -> Develope drug allegies -> Drug rashes -> Went to the hospital again for few times for consultations -> Improvement, no more rashes on the body -> Rashes starts to develop on my 4 limbs -> Sore troat -> Running nose -> NOW WUT???!!

Please dear god... I don't wanna get anymore sickness after this... I just wish dat i can recover soon, especially from the skin rashes... It's really very itchy n irritating... I dun wanna giv troubles to my boyfriend anymore... I'm angry wif myself for owes causing him problems because of my health problems... I wanna concentrate in my upcoming examination... Dear god, I'm desperately wanna get my health back... Pls... Huhu... Amen...

~FuN WeEkEnd~

2008-01-06T17:51:00.002+08:00

Manipal is a small n boring place, not much entertainment around... It was a surprise when we heard Casey n Kit Sze sed dat there's a lake nearby, which u hav the chance to ride boats! Fu Yew n I tried to find out where it is the day before, but mission failed... huhu... After dat, we planned to go altogether this Saturday, as a short weekend trip! heee...

As Batch 18 is goin to have their block exams next week, it wud b nice to hav a simple outing like this to relax their minds n souls. I owes like group outing, it's owes fun n exciting! heee! We all ride in convoy as most of us dunno the route, with Casey n Kit Sze at the front leading the way. 5 bikes, 10 of us, riding in the evening wind on India's road, wearing sunglasses, some wearing cowboy hats, how fun! lol!

It's not far, we reached there in around 5 min. The lake is not very big, n the surrounding view is quite not bad. Unfortunately, there's not enuf small boats, oni got 2 3-seater n 1 2-seater small boats, n a big boat dat u hav to row urself. Everyone was very excited. Abby, Hua Min & Tze Hau got on 1 boat, Joon Keat, Robin & Yu Wei another boat, Fu Yew n me took the smallest one, Casey n Kit Sze took the big one wif a tempe on board rowing the boat for them. Hahaha.

Wow... Paddling a boat together wif the one u love, holding hands, listen to musics, enjoying the view around, waiting for the sun to set, how nice!!! Really love the moments together. I just wish dat we can forever b like this, dear. Holding hands, share each n every moment together. I love you!! ^.^

Although it's quite tiring paddling the boat the whole time, but it's fun!! When we got tired, we linked our boat together wif the others, paddle together, save energy, haha... After an hour or so, we paddle bec to the bank n paid the guy. Average Rs80 per person, quite reasonable. It was really a very nice outing!! Thx guys for the great outing! Cheer~

p/s: Gud luck for the block exam!! ^.^

cool ler~~ hahaha!

boat paddling~ yeay yeay~

~MeRrY ChRiStMaS!!~

2007-12-26T02:46:00.001+08:00

I had the best christmas ever in my life this year!!! Get ready for my christmas blog, my frens! heeeeee...

First of all, christmas is not just about countdown n parties, as a christian, we sudn't forget bout jesus christ especially at this point of time. I went to the church for the mass during christmas eve, together wif my beloved bf Fu Yew, his housemate - Yu Wei & fren - Samuel. I've been to the previous christmas masses wif my family, but this year, i'm faraway from them, n nth is more meaningful den going to church wif the one u love, dat's y i'm soooo touch n hepi dat FuYew came along wif me! Wut a caring n lovely bf, dun u think so? heeee... N i'm oso very hepi dat YuWei n Samuel came along too, the more the merrier! ^.^

After de mass, we went for some supper, den change venue to Perry's place for christmas party! Yeahh!! It has been a long time since i last went to a christmas party (i think it's around 3 years bec, at Catherine's house) n i was so excited bout it! The food there were very delicious! Some are ordered but some are prepared by themselves. Doctors can be good cook too! Bravo! Bravo! After the eating session, it's game time! We played few games, n everyone had a great time. Btw, i won 1 of the game n got a box of chocolate as reward! heee! Should c FuYew's face when i won, he was more excited den me! Lol! Oh ya, noe wut i got during the christmas gift exchange game? A globe! Lol! Summore i "steal" it from YuWei... I've plan to pin point on the globe places i'm goin to visit wif my dear bf in the future! heee... We left at around 3am, very very tired dy, but ol of us did have a great time! Thx Perry, Stephanie, n ol the other organizers! Great job!

As for christmas day itself, I had a superb buffet lunch at Valley View Hotel, together wif Fu Yew, Joon Keat, Yu Wei, Tze Hau, Hua Min, Abby, Kit Sze, Casey, Robin & Chern Lin. The food there were damn nice! Got turkey summore! N the best thing is, we took both the left n right turkey "drumstick"! Lol! 1 for Fu Yew n me, 1 for dailou n yuwei. Hahaha. After today's lunch n last nite's supper, my tummy had bulge forward n can be seen very easily!!! huhu..... but dun care dy lar! it's christmas!!! can eat is an enjoyment! 能吃是福！

We oso had a christmas volleyball game n basketball match! Haha! Really enjoy the games, as we sweat a lot, at least, can reduce the guilt after eating soooo much for past 2 days. Haha! N i had my christmas dinner at cosmo. Yeah, good food again... Lol...

Now, i would like to share wif u ol, the best christmas present i've ever got! It's from my dearest Fu Yew, it's a DIY teddy bear!!! Yup, he made the teddy bear himself! I was soooooooo touched n speechless when i got the present! Just imagine, a guy dat never use a needle n thread before, risking his life from getting pricked by the needle, use up to 2 weeks time, to prepare a x'mas present for u. Can u imagine dat??? It really make my heart melts, fell even more in love wif him! It's the cutest thing ever! Thank u sooooo much my dear! Luv u forever!! Muahhhhhhh!!! Heee...

It's the best christmas ever, first time i celebrate christmas wif someone i love sooo deeply, n i just wish dat i'll celebrate each n every christmas after this together wif him --- Ng Fu Yew! Merry christmas to ol of u!!! ^.^

Christmas party at Perry's house

Fu Yew + Joon Keat + Yu Wei + Samuel

My best christmas present - FuYew Junior

Fu Yew + Thian Nee + Fu Yew Junior

Christmas Lunch Buffet at Valley View Hotel

~LucKy PaTiEnTs~

2007-12-18T18:59:00.001+08:00

Sori for the late update, i'm recovered my frens!!! heee... although i'm still under medications for the acute gastritis, but i'm feeling much much much better dy, no more pain in the tummy, can eat, can sleep, can run, can laugh. thx to my caring bf who is owes there for me when i'm in pain! dat's y i can recover so quickly! muahh!!! luv ya! heee...

But unfortunately, right after i recovered, he pula fall sick, common cold, fever & sore throat! n he is so stubborn! till now still dun wanna go to c doctor, self medication wor... hopefully it works lar! but really very kagum when looking at him n his frens discussing on wut medicine to take for his sickness, i can just oni sat at the side n listen to all those unfamiliar n bombastic terms! my gosh, wil i become like this in the future oso?? lol... Very heartache when look at him in such condition, watery eyes n nose, reddish face... Jus wish dat i can make him feel better... It's time for me to take care of him now!!

Hurmm... Wut can i do? He's adi on medication, so i think the oni think i can do is to cook some gud food for him! heee! ok now, it's not like i never cook before, but my cooking skill is very limited n cooking for a sick bf, it's the first time!! first day, i prepared some white porridge, ikan bilis n onion egg. 2nd day, i really wanted to cook some gud food for him, wanna make him feel better faster! So after class, stret call bec to m'sia for help! who else to ask other than my beloved great mum!! haha! she was so shock when she heard dat her daughter wanted to cook! she oso nvr tasted my cooking before! lol! Den went to buy ol the ingredients i need wif my rumate. Sud see my rumate's face, she was so excited, as nervous as me! she sed "Amoi nak masak... Wow!!!". Speechless2...

After battling wif ol the utensils n ingredients for more than 2 hours, at last!!! The dinner is done!!! This was really the first time i cook a full meal for sum1. Got ABC soup, steam egg wif chicken & fried veg (kacang buncis). i noe i noe, the dishes sound very ez to cook, but i hav to admit dat it is my limit dy! lol... N nth is more rewarding n happy den watching the one u love finish off everything u cook! So hepi to c him smile throughout the meal! How does it taste? Ask him urself then, cos in front of me, surely he'll sed it's delicious! Haha. Hopefully this wil make him recover quicker n not making his condition worse lar! really really really dun wan him to get sick again! My dear, get well soon k?

p/s: some of my frens sed according to tabib cina, patients wif fever n common cold kenot eat food dat contains egg n chicken, it wil oni make the condition worse! omigosh... wut hav i done?????? huhu....

~BLoCk I ExAm ReSuLTs~

2007-12-15T17:34:00.001+08:00

At last!!! The result was out last nyte!! Thank god!!! I passed every paper!!! heee!!! I was on ma way bec to my hostel from hospital (went to c doctor again, acute gastritis not getting any better), when i saw few of my batchmates were surrounding the notice board in front of ICHS. Oh no! result is out! Rapid contraction of stomach muscles, gastritis even worse! huhuhu...
When i tried to look at my results, i was blur! sooo many different column, which one is the total? which one is practical?? did i pass??? Then suddenly Fu Yew look at me n smile, "U passed!!" "izit?? really??? how to look at it??? i dun understand!!" then he explained 1 by 1 to me, rupa-rupanya, my other batchmates oso dun understand how to read the marks, lol... luckily got him! heee... thx dear! hee!!
I passed both theory & practical papers for all the 3 subjects (Anatomy, Physiology, Biochemistry)!! N i even got distinction for Physiology! muahahaha! I was so happy dat i passed my Anat practical papers oso! if u ol read my blog before this, wil noe how i flunked in my spotter exam... (Practical = Spotter + Histology Spotter). in fact, i din pass my anat spotter (46.5/100), but the i got full marks (40/40)in my histology spotter, dat's y, i can pass the whole thing! heeeeeeeeee!! so hepi!!!
Kla, dat's ol for my result. congrats to all my batchmates dat scored well especially those who got 3 distinctions, n to those dat din really do well, nvm! dun b sad! let's work harder together!!! Nail down Block II!!!!! Heeeee Yahhhhh!! ^.^

~AcuTe GaStRiTis~

2007-12-12T13:02:00.001+08:00

This morning Fuyew brought me to Sonia Clinic, cos my stomach still din feel very well... after a short examination n consultation, i'm diagnosed to have acute gastritis... huhu... i hate the word "gastritis"!! how the hell i can get this sickness i oso hav no idea! i never skip my meals or diet, in fact, i eat a lot!!! dun believe? ask any of my close friends, u will noe den. heee... maybe is because of the night before during caroling, i din had my dinner until 11pm smth, huhu... the doctor prescribe zab pan (pantoprazole tablets) & flagyl tablets for me. I hav no idea wut they are, but Fuyew can tell me ol about it! impressed2! heee! yalar, 2nd year medic student mar, heeeee... pantoprazole is for gastritis, n the flagyl (metronidazole)is for anaerobic bacterial infections. he can even tell me the mechanisms of the medicine! keng2! ahahaha... ya, no doubt, u r reading a medic student's blog! heeee......

p/s: btw, my weight decrease to 52kg dy! huhu...

~I DuN WaNnA GeT sIcK AnYmORe~

2007-12-12T00:44:00.001+08:00

Last nite was a hepi post, tonite is goin to b a lil bit sad but hepi as well... Haih... As u ol can c, i'm sick yet again! haiz..... i think is the same old sickness again, stomachache cos of wind... i vomitted this morning, after dat din hav my lunch cos of lost of appetite, then stret went to dissection class. really felt so energyless n uncomfortable the whole day... i hate it when i'm sick!! cos i'll make sum1 soooo worried bout me... huhu... but at the same time, i can feel his warmth n cares n this make me feel like i'm the luckiest girl in the whole wide world! N indeed, i think can get such a great guy taking care of me when i'm sick is the luckiest thing in the world! I got the chance to taste the porridge cooked by him, although it's just a normal plain porridge wif some scallops (thx tzehau for sponsoring, heee...), but it really taste very very very very very nice!!! i just can't help from smiling while eating the porridge! Thank u so so so so so so much for the effort n cares! u r the best!!! ^.^ Hopefully i'll recover soon lar, dun wanna make him worry anymore... heee... Esther Leow can do it!!! K.O. the sickness!!! Yeahhh!!!!

~MeMoRaBLe DaY + CaRoLiNg NyTe~

2007-12-11T02:51:00.001+08:00

Wow, i have had great time for these past 2 days! Although I'm so damn exhausted n tired now, but i just can't wait to jot down these wonderful memories of mine! Hee...

First, let's talk about yesterday (9.12.07 Sun). Still remember dat day i posted a personal message in my MSN messenger, saying "I wanna eat sushi......", many frens gave many different responses. Some laugh at me cos Manipal dun hav sushi, some suggested me go eat sushi at Bangalore (which is so damn faraway) etc2. But i nvr tot of somebody will really make an effort to make my wish come true!!! Hahahaha! Really very very surprise n hepi when he showed up this afternoon wif a tupperware in his hand, containing his self made "sushi"! heee... although he was very sad dat the outcome wasn't like wat he expected, but who cares??? it's the heart n effort dat count rite? N the sushi was very very nice n i was indeed really hepi n touched by him! heeeee... i like the sandwich-liked "sushi" very very very much! thx mouse!! ^.^

Besides that, i oso had a very special n great dinner dat nyte! It was the first time i felt the feeling of home after i came to India! Thx to the great cook - Tze Hau, n thx for FuYew for inviting me, n thx to Yu Wei, Joon Keat, Hua Min, Abby, Kit Sze, Casey, Robin & Samuel cos willing to let me join in the dinner! heee... We had herbal chicken soup, lala, big fish, big prawns, tomyam sotong n puding as a desert summore! keng ler??? The most impressive thing is, the food really taste very very very very very nice!!! hav to learn from Tze Hau dy next time, heee... as a girl, i oso feel paiseh (malu) to say this. ahahaha... 2 thumbs up to Tze Hau!! ^.^

Next wanna talk about is my first caroling in India! In fact, this can consider as the first caroling in my life oso, n it was really very fun n memorable! heee... The caroling group was quite large, almost 30+ i think, it is not only joined by christians, but quite a lot of non-christians oso came along to share the joyful moment. N he is one of them. heee... so hepi dat he came along, n help me to save the trasportation fee! kekeke.... We started off at 6pm, some of us rode bikes, some took auto. It's so fun to see all of us wearing red shirts n travel together like this! hehe... we went to 7 lecturers' houses, pls forgive me cos i dun really remember ol the lecturers' name, just remember few lects, especially those who r teaching me, for example, Sir James, Madam Saju, Madam Bincy & Sir Anand. I really wanna praise the spirit of our choir team, they ol are so professional, fun n patient. Although the surrounding can be very hot n sweaty, but we ol wil tahan n sing till the last songs! *clap clap clap*. heee. The christmas songs i love the most this year is Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas, White Christmas & Feliz Navidad. N i'm so hepi dat he was willing to stay till the last moment n was so caring throughout the nite! Thx for his herbal tea, i dun get sorethroat now. Hehehe... I really had a great time tonite & hope that other ppl oso enjoyed it too! ^.^

I really appreciate everything u did for me. Thank you sooooo much! Heee... I just can't wait for Christmas to come now!! Merry Christmas to everyone!!! ^.^

~HaPpY~

2007-12-07T13:05:00.001+08:00

Heeeeeeeeeeee, just wanna announce to the world dat i feel sooooo hepi lately! especially last nite! i just can't help myself from laughing n smiling from time to time. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... hahahahahahhahaha..... although my rumate sed "gelak gatal, tak tahan!", my frens sed "kisiao dy?", but who cares??? i just feel soooooooooo hepi! i just wanna laugh n smile! heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! y i'm so hepi??? cos ar, cos got free food, cos got chinese herbal tea, cos i bought a new webcam, cos everynite b4 i sleep i got a lullaby, cos christmas is coming soon n cos SUM1 WAS VERY HEPI!!! heeeeeeeeee... dat's y! ^.^